tracy Jaks
Don Juan
Yea about a year ago, i was high on the wanted list, new ***** every week, hang with my mates, was popular, was happier had more money.
Now, no friends, unhappy due to this, no money, same ***** every week.
Im really totally ****ing clueless on what to do, injust cant ****ing win. Not a chance. A year ago to the day iw as probably the most confident, friendly guy in the whole of my town.
Thought id give this chick ago,Gave me action every week, i completwley fell for her. I started to stop hanging with my mates because of this, and if i did i got world war 3 jackie chan **** happenin to me,but still good ***** action.
i didnt stand a chance, if i wanted ti see my friends i couldnt, just couldnt, no two ways about it, id either be put on a guilt trip, or have wrld war 3.
So now i see nobody, not on of my former friends. not a snivvel,but she can go round all the bars in town she likes, i cant touch her, i can say what i like do the same ******** shyt she does on me, it just doesnt work.
Thing is she goes out, leaves my in my own, loneley fuk all to do, nothing. NOwda.
Im so ****ing pissed off i could ****ing kill the *****.
Dont get me wrong i love her and everytrhing she just treats me ike complete ****, one rule for her and another for me.
ive tried confronting her and now ive realised,
Im going to have to take ****ing control of this relationship and see who i want when i want.
No ifs or buts im just gunna ****ing go out there and do the shyt.
just like it used 2 be.
id like 2 know if this is what i should be doing.
Now, no friends, unhappy due to this, no money, same ***** every week.
Im really totally ****ing clueless on what to do, injust cant ****ing win. Not a chance. A year ago to the day iw as probably the most confident, friendly guy in the whole of my town.
Thought id give this chick ago,Gave me action every week, i completwley fell for her. I started to stop hanging with my mates because of this, and if i did i got world war 3 jackie chan **** happenin to me,but still good ***** action.
i didnt stand a chance, if i wanted ti see my friends i couldnt, just couldnt, no two ways about it, id either be put on a guilt trip, or have wrld war 3.
So now i see nobody, not on of my former friends. not a snivvel,but she can go round all the bars in town she likes, i cant touch her, i can say what i like do the same ******** shyt she does on me, it just doesnt work.
Thing is she goes out, leaves my in my own, loneley fuk all to do, nothing. NOwda.
Im so ****ing pissed off i could ****ing kill the *****.
Dont get me wrong i love her and everytrhing she just treats me ike complete ****, one rule for her and another for me.
ive tried confronting her and now ive realised,
Im going to have to take ****ing control of this relationship and see who i want when i want.
No ifs or buts im just gunna ****ing go out there and do the shyt.
just like it used 2 be.
id like 2 know if this is what i should be doing.