P.i.m.p.i.n. 101

[P.I.M.P.]

I've been thinking a lot lately about my game, my life in general and the things I want to be doing. I realized there's quite a few things I want to improve on, but I've been slacking off hardcore. I've recently had a bigtime motivation to change things around though, and become the absolute best I can be, no matter what. And I'm going to put myself to the test hard. Take risks, meet people, improve myself, everything.

As I do this, I will be keeping a journal going in this forum. Now I realize crazykid has a forum with an Online Journal section, but I just feel like posting this here as I will be going pretty in depth with the stuff I learn, and I feel several people could learn a lot reading what happens when they try different situations out. I'm going to be starting it later on tonight, before I head to bed.

 

[P.I.M.P.]

Wednesday, August 20th

Slept in big time today, got up around two in the afternoon. Was out late last night drinking, explains that one. I had the day off work today, so I was looking forward to spending a day tanning and going swimming down at the lake.

I got up, showered and logged on MSN for a few to see who wanted to go down to the lake today. Chatted a bit with this chick who had gotten drunk with us the other night (no moves were made then, me and another guy were playing wingman to our buddy wanting to hook up with her friend), but today we had a good chat, I ended up #-closing her before logging off cause I found a few people to head to the lake.

We went into town, picked up a few grams of weed and headed back home. My buddy had his car, so we went down to the lake. Got high, spent a good two hours swimming and tanning.

Went home afterwards, ate supper and just chilled. Watched NWA/TNA tonight, if anyone's interested in wrestling, order that sh*t up sometime. Quality entertainment every Wednesday night. Just chillin now, nothing really to do (although the past two nights it was this hour when I'd head out and start drinking ).

A few lessons & ideas that came to me

While I managed to #close the chick from the other night, I wish I hadn't done it over the net. In person would have worked way better IMO, and the internet should not be used for pick up purposes. What gets me is I know this, but I did it anyway. Not again though. Either way, I'll give her a call on Friday to see if she wants to come out drinking with a few of us that night. That's when I'll try running some game at her. Have to love those summer periods when the g/f is gone away.

Your friends are where the fun is at. As I saw in another post here earlier today, most of the memories you'll have in high school come from good times with your buds, NOT with girls. Bros before hos, always. We went down to the lake today and had a blast, swimming, trying to surf on styrofoam, and doing extreme water tricks.

Things I have to start improving on

Well, my major problem for now as far as I'm concerned is my weight and build. I smoke weed and cigarettes, and I've just recently (read: today) fully realized I need to give it up. I've decided not to smoke weed anymore, and as soon as this pack of smokes is gone, give that up (too expensive to just chuck away right now).

How am I going to pull this off? Lifting weights. I need to get bigger and get myself into shape. I KNOW I'll be pulling six times as much ass, as well as having a huge amount more confidence as soon as I pull that off. Plus it's more masculine than having one of those dreaded skinny ass builds.

I'm going to be reviewing a few bible sections over the next few days too, refresh my mind a bit.

Conclusion

A pretty sweet day, nothing truly notable other than the #close, which I've had to remind myself to not use the net anymore to do. I'll be posting again tomorrow night.

 

[P.I.M.P.]

Thursday, August 21st, 2003

Posting this a day late, went out and got trashed last night, passed out when I got home. Anyhow, on with the day.

I woke up around 9:30 and hopped in the shower right away, had to be at work for 11. I had to work 11-5 yesterday, and I was stuck on dining room duty (I work at Wendys). Terrible, slow moving day, a few girls from my school came in and I chatted with them for a bit. Other than that, boring day.

I got home from work about 5:30, and I called a buddy of mine. He was babysitting his little brother with another friend of ours, so I went down there. We ended up hotboxing his tent on his backdeck with a HUGE joint (I was blitzed). I stayed there until around 9 having joke seshes, but then it was almost time for his mom to get home. My other friend had called me earlier to see if I wanted to do something, but I told him to call me back at 9. He picked me up and we ended up going downtown for an hour and a half, then I just came home and crashed out.

Lessons

Okay, I slipped up by smoking weed again last night. But the way I'm looking at it, without trying to make excuses, is I'm starting the Gaining Mass program on Monday, and I have today off work. So I can afford to party for another day (shrooming tonight ). After tonight though, the drugs are stopping, no matter what.

I pretty much am still concentrating on finding some time to read over a few bible sections and such, probably do that this afternoon. I'll be updating again later on tonight.

 

[Beatflux]

If you really want to stop drugs, you have to stop them NOW. If you keep putting things off and leave them to be done in the future, you'll never do it. Pyschologically you must be getting something from these drugs so it may help to ask yourself what that is(maybe an escape from pain or whatever). Good luck.

 

[P.I.M.P.]

That's a very good point. Last night has come and gone, the shroomtrip went down, it's a new day. There are no more excuses, I'm not touching them anymore. But once again, I'm a day late with updating my journal. I have to be at work pretty soon, so later on tonight I'll be updating for both yesterday and today.

I've just fallen into a habit of not feeling complete unless we smoke a joint or two a day, it happened so often I became completely used to it (read: pothead). But I want something more for my life, I want to be the man. And I'm going to do it, wait and see, this journal will hold it all.