Nothing ever happens. I just need to vent a bit.
I am 24 years old and my experience with women is pretty humiliating. I am somewhat introverted, fairly handsome, maybe a bit ''different'' from the rest of the guys. I lack conversational skills.
I'm the type of guy that you would normally see having a drink by himself or with a friend. Or smoke a joint by the beach with a friend. I am not the life of the party. I am for the most part an observer. Women rarely notice me, probably because of my bad aura. I am depressed as hell.
I don't have a ''pimp'' car, just a car I get by with. College student majoring in IT, not my passion by any means, but decided to ''stick with it'' and figure out what to do with my life after I graduate. I'd hang myself if I were to work a boring mindnumbing office job for the rest of my life.
If some HB does notice me and initiates eye contact, I maintain EC untill she looks away. Aside from that, nothing happens. I feel like a pu$$y, but I am not going to make a fool out of myself, I never know what to say.
I come back home and masturbate then go to sleep. This is how it's been for many years now. I am sexually frustrated / depressed / sometimes suicidal.
Tried not caring about women, but it's hard. Especially if everywhere I go I see HBs.
Don't know what to do anymore. People get laid all the time, I feel so left out. Time is passing me by and I'm not getting any younger. Even my 19 year old brother and 16 year old sister have more dating/sexual experience than me.
I feel as if I'm the joke of my family. Unbelievable..
I am 24 years old and my experience with women is pretty humiliating. I am somewhat introverted, fairly handsome, maybe a bit ''different'' from the rest of the guys. I lack conversational skills.
I'm the type of guy that you would normally see having a drink by himself or with a friend. Or smoke a joint by the beach with a friend. I am not the life of the party. I am for the most part an observer. Women rarely notice me, probably because of my bad aura. I am depressed as hell.
I don't have a ''pimp'' car, just a car I get by with. College student majoring in IT, not my passion by any means, but decided to ''stick with it'' and figure out what to do with my life after I graduate. I'd hang myself if I were to work a boring mindnumbing office job for the rest of my life.
If some HB does notice me and initiates eye contact, I maintain EC untill she looks away. Aside from that, nothing happens. I feel like a pu$$y, but I am not going to make a fool out of myself, I never know what to say.
I come back home and masturbate then go to sleep. This is how it's been for many years now. I am sexually frustrated / depressed / sometimes suicidal.
Tried not caring about women, but it's hard. Especially if everywhere I go I see HBs.
Don't know what to do anymore. People get laid all the time, I feel so left out. Time is passing me by and I'm not getting any younger. Even my 19 year old brother and 16 year old sister have more dating/sexual experience than me.
I feel as if I'm the joke of my family. Unbelievable..
