LouieVaton Don
Senior Don Juan
Well maybe it isnt that serious but im tired of getting to the very threshold of banging some HB and then it fizzles. The problem is once I have them isolated, I dont know how to get them hot and bothered enough to finally submit. I know it just doesnt happen unless the girl is a total slut and i dont know how to bridge the gap between sexual interest to sex. Is it something im not saying or doing???? Its either I act too aloof and expect her to just go ahead with it or Im too aggressive coming off as desperate. I hate to admit it but im scared of doing the deed, that has to be what it is. I just find it very hard to relax as I have anxeity problems(which i am currently working on) and I wind up only screwing myself. Add to the fact that im inexperienced and you got yourself a 21yr old with a dry d1ck.
Okay let me give you the specifics of the situation, Ive known HB for a little over two months. I've taken her out once but mostly we would just hang out and have fun. We have pretty good chemistry around each other for the most part. In the beginning I was hella physical, i figure it backfired mainly because there was something missing, I was expecting to just grope her and she would jump on me. Never happened. Ive tried like a total of four times and a couple of times I let my emotions get the best of me. I let her see my anger and Ive made a countless number of AFC mistakes, yet 2 months down the line this chick is still around. It must be the fact that I'd do something totally AFC and then turn around and shock her by doing something totally DJ basically saving my own ass. Anyway over the course of two months we have had our diffrences here and there. A few times I cut her off.
The last time I told myself it would be for good. She also told me that we were through and that If I had tried to page her she wouldnt call me back. Fine I said.......
Now shes back, yeah I let her back in. Somehow I had convinced myself that we would be good as friends. I also know that she didnt have alot of "real" friends, I dont have many of those either. So I wrote her some letter explaining to her that i just wanted be friends and that I really like spending time with her
, I clearly explained that it wasnt a ploy to get her in the sack. I meant it too. So we slowly began talking to each other again, although she was acting cold toward me. She wouldnt converse much and wasnt as interested in being around me like before. I was cool with it though, I didnt expect things to be the same. So my cousins come to visit from out of town. So I call her up so my cousins could bang her, hell I figured someone should right? They had never been with a white chick so I introduced them. So my cuz starts doing his thing, BTW hes a natural DJ and hes always been good, no GREAT with women. He began whispering in her ear and out the corner I could see her getting nervous and flustered. In the end nothing came of it. Somehow I could feel that it would have an effect on our relationship.
So when monday rolls around, she calls me at my job. Something she hasnt done since she was interested. She even shows up after I got off and saw me flirting with another HB. Crazy coinencdence huh? So she starts getting all protective, asking me who she was and what we were talking about. I tell her it was nothing, and none of her concern. In my mind im thinking whats wrong with her, she must be joking or testing me. Im basically pay it no mind. So I get home later to find shes called twice. Then she calls me at 7am, wanting to know if we could hang, then she begins asking me about the HB from the other day. Now she wants to spend all of her time with me again. The mixed messages are back. Damn. So yesterday she calls me again at 6am,telling me how her body is aching and she wants a message. She was going to come and see straight after work. So im like hmmm.... I dont have to tell you guys what I was thinking.
So that time rolls around and I get a call, it was her saying that she would be over after she got out of the shower. She also says shes bringing her friend. HUH??? So okay i dont sweat it because of the letter and all. When she comes over my gut instinct is telling me she wants me to make a move, as she kept dropping subtle hints. Towards the end of the day she had an attitude, I dont know exactly why. Then she 45 minutes after she left, I wasnt home. She called this morning again but I told her it was too early.
SOOOOOO..............what exactly is this b1tch up to because im clueless. I have remained neutral so far but how can I be around her alone like this without thinking about banging her. Do you guys think shes testing me or shes open to screw finally? If so how would I go about getting her hot and setting the mood, im really having trouble in that area. Any links to other posts would be helpful as Ive done searches and refered to the bible but I couldnt find anything useful. I need advice plz!!
Okay let me give you the specifics of the situation, Ive known HB for a little over two months. I've taken her out once but mostly we would just hang out and have fun. We have pretty good chemistry around each other for the most part. In the beginning I was hella physical, i figure it backfired mainly because there was something missing, I was expecting to just grope her and she would jump on me. Never happened. Ive tried like a total of four times and a couple of times I let my emotions get the best of me. I let her see my anger and Ive made a countless number of AFC mistakes, yet 2 months down the line this chick is still around. It must be the fact that I'd do something totally AFC and then turn around and shock her by doing something totally DJ basically saving my own ass. Anyway over the course of two months we have had our diffrences here and there. A few times I cut her off.
The last time I told myself it would be for good. She also told me that we were through and that If I had tried to page her she wouldnt call me back. Fine I said.......
Now shes back, yeah I let her back in. Somehow I had convinced myself that we would be good as friends. I also know that she didnt have alot of "real" friends, I dont have many of those either. So I wrote her some letter explaining to her that i just wanted be friends and that I really like spending time with her
, I clearly explained that it wasnt a ploy to get her in the sack. I meant it too. So we slowly began talking to each other again, although she was acting cold toward me. She wouldnt converse much and wasnt as interested in being around me like before. I was cool with it though, I didnt expect things to be the same. So my cousins come to visit from out of town. So I call her up so my cousins could bang her, hell I figured someone should right? They had never been with a white chick so I introduced them. So my cuz starts doing his thing, BTW hes a natural DJ and hes always been good, no GREAT with women. He began whispering in her ear and out the corner I could see her getting nervous and flustered. In the end nothing came of it. Somehow I could feel that it would have an effect on our relationship.
So when monday rolls around, she calls me at my job. Something she hasnt done since she was interested. She even shows up after I got off and saw me flirting with another HB. Crazy coinencdence huh? So she starts getting all protective, asking me who she was and what we were talking about. I tell her it was nothing, and none of her concern. In my mind im thinking whats wrong with her, she must be joking or testing me. Im basically pay it no mind. So I get home later to find shes called twice. Then she calls me at 7am, wanting to know if we could hang, then she begins asking me about the HB from the other day. Now she wants to spend all of her time with me again. The mixed messages are back. Damn. So yesterday she calls me again at 6am,telling me how her body is aching and she wants a message. She was going to come and see straight after work. So im like hmmm.... I dont have to tell you guys what I was thinking.
So that time rolls around and I get a call, it was her saying that she would be over after she got out of the shower. She also says shes bringing her friend. HUH??? So okay i dont sweat it because of the letter and all. When she comes over my gut instinct is telling me she wants me to make a move, as she kept dropping subtle hints. Towards the end of the day she had an attitude, I dont know exactly why. Then she 45 minutes after she left, I wasnt home. She called this morning again but I told her it was too early.
SOOOOOO..............what exactly is this b1tch up to because im clueless. I have remained neutral so far but how can I be around her alone like this without thinking about banging her. Do you guys think shes testing me or shes open to screw finally? If so how would I go about getting her hot and setting the mood, im really having trouble in that area. Any links to other posts would be helpful as Ive done searches and refered to the bible but I couldnt find anything useful. I need advice plz!!