The Perfectionist
Don Juan
- Joined
- Nov 25, 2005
- Messages
- 11
- Reaction score
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- Age
- 43
I registered on this site around 2 months ago. But I've been putting off posting up until now. Call it laziness or just lack of motivation, but I just was too content with my comfort zone. That was until I just realised recently what a crappy life I have been leading.
You see when I was in high school and college, I never really put much thought into the process of getting women. It just happened. But when it did, I put the pu$$y on the pedestal, so to speak. I got my first girlfriend when I was 17, I believed it was love and put my soul into that relationship. I got laid, but in the process, the rest of my life was in shambles. I ****ed up in school, had ****ty grades and joined a low ranked college due to my stupidity. When eventually I did join uni, instead of learning from my previous experience, I got back to square one with this hot chick I met through my network of friends. I was 19 at the time, believed that this was the one that was gonna last. I supplicated her, I even stole from my dad for buying her an expensive gift on valentines day, when she got me nothing. Other than heavy petting, I was left to stroke my d!ck during the entirety of the relationship. I was so into this woman that it didnt matter, all that mattered was that I had to be with her - even at the expense of my family, my friends and my studies. Eventually, she got out of the relationship by lying to me, saying that she was gonna get engaged soon. Its been 5 years and there is no sign of that engagement. That devastated me for a very long time, put the nail in the coffin so to speak. I had resorted to heavy drinking and smoking for an entire year to console myself.
Eventually, I had come to this point where I became a misogynist. That is when I joined a gym and diverted my entire efforts in building an awesome physique. At the time I told myself, I wanted to became the most ****ing attractive man on the planet. I would have women all over me and give the same sh!t that was handed out to me earlier. But then I became too obsessed with bodybuilding that instead it made me a social outcast.
You see the thing about me is that if I like something, i go to the full extent of mastering it, which is why i decided to call myself - "The Perfectionist". When I was in the 11th grade, I wanted to play cricket for my country. Just so I could master the game and be much better than all my friends, I would practise all alone every day for hours. I wanted to beat every single ****ing guy I knew at the game. I achieved that, I became that champion... though I became more practical later on and decided to stick to a 9-6 job instead!
I can see myself exactly the same way with women here, if I set out to be a top PUA then u guys better be damned coz I will! But at the same time, I am a bit worried about balancing other aspects of my life, which is why I joined this site, so I could get some serious ass whooping when required!
Its time to make up for all those years I have lost. Its time to change. As a friend of mine once told me, "Life's a b!tch, be a dog and **** it".
You see when I was in high school and college, I never really put much thought into the process of getting women. It just happened. But when it did, I put the pu$$y on the pedestal, so to speak. I got my first girlfriend when I was 17, I believed it was love and put my soul into that relationship. I got laid, but in the process, the rest of my life was in shambles. I ****ed up in school, had ****ty grades and joined a low ranked college due to my stupidity. When eventually I did join uni, instead of learning from my previous experience, I got back to square one with this hot chick I met through my network of friends. I was 19 at the time, believed that this was the one that was gonna last. I supplicated her, I even stole from my dad for buying her an expensive gift on valentines day, when she got me nothing. Other than heavy petting, I was left to stroke my d!ck during the entirety of the relationship. I was so into this woman that it didnt matter, all that mattered was that I had to be with her - even at the expense of my family, my friends and my studies. Eventually, she got out of the relationship by lying to me, saying that she was gonna get engaged soon. Its been 5 years and there is no sign of that engagement. That devastated me for a very long time, put the nail in the coffin so to speak. I had resorted to heavy drinking and smoking for an entire year to console myself.
Eventually, I had come to this point where I became a misogynist. That is when I joined a gym and diverted my entire efforts in building an awesome physique. At the time I told myself, I wanted to became the most ****ing attractive man on the planet. I would have women all over me and give the same sh!t that was handed out to me earlier. But then I became too obsessed with bodybuilding that instead it made me a social outcast.
You see the thing about me is that if I like something, i go to the full extent of mastering it, which is why i decided to call myself - "The Perfectionist". When I was in the 11th grade, I wanted to play cricket for my country. Just so I could master the game and be much better than all my friends, I would practise all alone every day for hours. I wanted to beat every single ****ing guy I knew at the game. I achieved that, I became that champion... though I became more practical later on and decided to stick to a 9-6 job instead!
I can see myself exactly the same way with women here, if I set out to be a top PUA then u guys better be damned coz I will! But at the same time, I am a bit worried about balancing other aspects of my life, which is why I joined this site, so I could get some serious ass whooping when required!
Its time to make up for all those years I have lost. Its time to change. As a friend of mine once told me, "Life's a b!tch, be a dog and **** it".
