I am entering my late 30's. I am at the age where all of the cawk carousel riding is starting to catch up with the females. The females I know have progressed from young bubbly optimistic young women, to jaded bitter women who are on SSRI's and go to therapy. Within 10 yrs their mental health has greatly diminished from the endless toxic men ( that they choose).
It's like clock work. Those party girls in the 20's will be the therapy clients in their 30's. One girl in particular is totally off the rails mentally.
I cant help but feel a slight bit of pleasure from their misery. They deserve it. I also feel some sadness. I realize that they are children. They know not what they do in their 20's. They cant help it. Young women will feed on the endless buffet of men until they explode. They are the goldfish of the dating market.
I showed one girl a picture of us when she was younger. I was maybe her 15th sexual partner at the time. She still wore modest dresses and jean jackets. She was relatively innocent. She looks at the picture and says " i dont even recognize that girl anymore". Now shes a total trash slut who dresses half naked to go anywhere. She has been through abusive relationships, drugs etc ever since me.
The other girl is a total pill popping nut job. She also told me that a lot has changed since we took our picture. Last time I saw her she was super jaded and had dyck ptsd or something lol.
Its sad really.
It's like clock work. Those party girls in the 20's will be the therapy clients in their 30's. One girl in particular is totally off the rails mentally.
I cant help but feel a slight bit of pleasure from their misery. They deserve it. I also feel some sadness. I realize that they are children. They know not what they do in their 20's. They cant help it. Young women will feed on the endless buffet of men until they explode. They are the goldfish of the dating market.
I showed one girl a picture of us when she was younger. I was maybe her 15th sexual partner at the time. She still wore modest dresses and jean jackets. She was relatively innocent. She looks at the picture and says " i dont even recognize that girl anymore". Now shes a total trash slut who dresses half naked to go anywhere. She has been through abusive relationships, drugs etc ever since me.
The other girl is a total pill popping nut job. She also told me that a lot has changed since we took our picture. Last time I saw her she was super jaded and had dyck ptsd or something lol.
Its sad really.