BlubberMouth
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I am a long time reader in this forum, however this is my 1st post. I am gonna dive in and boggle u with a deep one....(wonder if it'll change yo paradigm a bit cause it changed mine 180 Deg)
Pls provide advice if you can....
I am 26 yrs old and have been in a long term relationship with an 18 yr old. I met her 2 & half years ago and we fell deep in love. I new when I met hew she was my soul mate & she felt the same. A lot of things ,paranormal by nature started happening confirming the Soul mates we were.
PLEASE , IF YOU HAVE ANY SMART THOUGHTS ABOUT THE REALITY OF THESE EVENTS , KEEP THEM TO YO SELF, i will appeciate only genuine responses, even if you are unable to believe them.
She started dreaming of a baby n she was convinced it was a premonition of things to come. a couple of weeks later i started dreaming a baby, Only when I decribed the baby to her she realised it was the exact baby she dreamt. We were fascinated and horrified at the same time.
One faithful night while we lie asleep i had a dream , where i cracked a joke in my dream,,, u will not beilive what happened next. She woke up in stitches and i knew i was not imagining things. She described to me a dream she just had, As weird as it is , it was the exact same dream i just had. I stood there like a little boy who's just seen a ghost and i can never ever forget that day and the events that took place as long as i live. after i settled down , she told me about the dream i had earlier on that night. I was in tears when she told me about the details that even i did not remember about my own dream....this woman was able to in some unexplainable way, leave her body and come inside my head and watch my dreams while i was dreaming them , a scary real experience , yet so so so devine. You cannot blame me for being so sure she's my soul mate when things like this happen.
Anyway , We had a child together and , YES you guessed it....it was the exact same baby we both dreamt before he was born.
The reason i am telling you this is because from the 1st day i met this woman i had no doubt in my mid she was my soul mate, these paranormal experiences just reinfocrd it 10 fold but there is another side to her that i have not told you about, so listen carefully.
Even though our croosing paths and life for the last 2 & half yrs have been so miraculous, she has always been an evil bytch. Sh e had treated me like a piece of S***t from day one and has never showed care for me as a person from day one. she double crossed me a couple of times, she always hold out sex and takes away her love when she does not get material stuff she demands from me. she has no respect for me as the man in her life and constantly tosses me around like her liittle dog.
The bottom line is she has always been a mean bycth and always claimed that she's had a rough life as a kid and she has learned that u dont show people luv , else they abuse u, being a mean bytch has been the only way she's been able to survive her horrible childhood and she is'nt prepared to give it up for anything or anyone............I understood that at the beginning and that why i sticked around and took a whole lot of abuse like that. After a while i realised that i was being played here, she has realised after 2&half years the kind of guy was ( Mr Nice Guy) and she is taking advantage of it to fulfill her sick inferiority complex . I realised that the only reason she was and she will always be a Mean Bytch was cause she loved who she was. Eventually i broke it of with her a month ago.
The problem is It is so hard to get over her no matter what i do. I would go out with a nice chick and somewhere i see something that reminds me of her and i just shut down like a light swith, get so depressed that i just call of the date and go home and sleep as a way to escape the world..
After all we have gone through together i have doubts about my decision cause i still believe she's my soul mate, I also realise she always going to be a horrible mean bytch that crushes my soul all the time.
What should I do ??
Pls provide advice if you can....
I am 26 yrs old and have been in a long term relationship with an 18 yr old. I met her 2 & half years ago and we fell deep in love. I new when I met hew she was my soul mate & she felt the same. A lot of things ,paranormal by nature started happening confirming the Soul mates we were.
PLEASE , IF YOU HAVE ANY SMART THOUGHTS ABOUT THE REALITY OF THESE EVENTS , KEEP THEM TO YO SELF, i will appeciate only genuine responses, even if you are unable to believe them.
She started dreaming of a baby n she was convinced it was a premonition of things to come. a couple of weeks later i started dreaming a baby, Only when I decribed the baby to her she realised it was the exact baby she dreamt. We were fascinated and horrified at the same time.
One faithful night while we lie asleep i had a dream , where i cracked a joke in my dream,,, u will not beilive what happened next. She woke up in stitches and i knew i was not imagining things. She described to me a dream she just had, As weird as it is , it was the exact same dream i just had. I stood there like a little boy who's just seen a ghost and i can never ever forget that day and the events that took place as long as i live. after i settled down , she told me about the dream i had earlier on that night. I was in tears when she told me about the details that even i did not remember about my own dream....this woman was able to in some unexplainable way, leave her body and come inside my head and watch my dreams while i was dreaming them , a scary real experience , yet so so so devine. You cannot blame me for being so sure she's my soul mate when things like this happen.
Anyway , We had a child together and , YES you guessed it....it was the exact same baby we both dreamt before he was born.
The reason i am telling you this is because from the 1st day i met this woman i had no doubt in my mid she was my soul mate, these paranormal experiences just reinfocrd it 10 fold but there is another side to her that i have not told you about, so listen carefully.
Even though our croosing paths and life for the last 2 & half yrs have been so miraculous, she has always been an evil bytch. Sh e had treated me like a piece of S***t from day one and has never showed care for me as a person from day one. she double crossed me a couple of times, she always hold out sex and takes away her love when she does not get material stuff she demands from me. she has no respect for me as the man in her life and constantly tosses me around like her liittle dog.
The bottom line is she has always been a mean bycth and always claimed that she's had a rough life as a kid and she has learned that u dont show people luv , else they abuse u, being a mean bytch has been the only way she's been able to survive her horrible childhood and she is'nt prepared to give it up for anything or anyone............I understood that at the beginning and that why i sticked around and took a whole lot of abuse like that. After a while i realised that i was being played here, she has realised after 2&half years the kind of guy was ( Mr Nice Guy) and she is taking advantage of it to fulfill her sick inferiority complex . I realised that the only reason she was and she will always be a Mean Bytch was cause she loved who she was. Eventually i broke it of with her a month ago.
The problem is It is so hard to get over her no matter what i do. I would go out with a nice chick and somewhere i see something that reminds me of her and i just shut down like a light swith, get so depressed that i just call of the date and go home and sleep as a way to escape the world..
After all we have gone through together i have doubts about my decision cause i still believe she's my soul mate, I also realise she always going to be a horrible mean bytch that crushes my soul all the time.
What should I do ??
