englishman
Master Don Juan
Hey guys, what do you think to this one? Im early 40's had a relationship with a korean women mid 20's she was cute as can be, flexible and forgiving....medium in the sack although she gave great head... never really made me feel the infatuation that id had with other chicks but rather grew on me in a way that made me feel a kind of loyalty towards her?
Anyway she went back to korea after studying, I went there on vacation, she back here and then back home and after that I told her we should break up as I wasnt gonna get married and that was really the only way we could be together.
So I set about my single life and Ive had moderate success, some might say good success, however I havent really met anyone who Ive felt much for and I think about the korean chick from time to time, and that she aint a bad deal, I mean Im getting up there and this chick is young, pretty and loyal.
The kicker is that before her, I had a fairly brief but heavy and intense fling with another korean broad who was hot in the sack, but couldnt be trusted as far as you could throw her! however it was a hell of a rush! and it has left me with this nagging feeling of....If I could only get that feeling again!!! kind of like..maybe I should hang on to see if I can pull a better chick, maybe hit the jackpot? but I know the reality is yeah...maybe not hit the jackpot to?
Anyway the cute and loyal chick is in contact again and wants to visit, Id love to see her but I dont want to mess her about and lead her on, so, yeah, if this all sounds abit confusing, thats cause thats how im feeling.. any thoughts from the mature DJ's out there?
P.S.
Im thinking that maybe I need to re structure my emotions or thoughts somewhat, why? well in the past ive got off on the kind of relationship where the women was unobtainable and to be honest a bit of a *****, this left me a fvcked up.
Whereas this other is more stable, steady and has long term potential? anyway blah blah...
Anyway she went back to korea after studying, I went there on vacation, she back here and then back home and after that I told her we should break up as I wasnt gonna get married and that was really the only way we could be together.
So I set about my single life and Ive had moderate success, some might say good success, however I havent really met anyone who Ive felt much for and I think about the korean chick from time to time, and that she aint a bad deal, I mean Im getting up there and this chick is young, pretty and loyal.
The kicker is that before her, I had a fairly brief but heavy and intense fling with another korean broad who was hot in the sack, but couldnt be trusted as far as you could throw her! however it was a hell of a rush! and it has left me with this nagging feeling of....If I could only get that feeling again!!! kind of like..maybe I should hang on to see if I can pull a better chick, maybe hit the jackpot? but I know the reality is yeah...maybe not hit the jackpot to?
Anyway the cute and loyal chick is in contact again and wants to visit, Id love to see her but I dont want to mess her about and lead her on, so, yeah, if this all sounds abit confusing, thats cause thats how im feeling.. any thoughts from the mature DJ's out there?
P.S.
Im thinking that maybe I need to re structure my emotions or thoughts somewhat, why? well in the past ive got off on the kind of relationship where the women was unobtainable and to be honest a bit of a *****, this left me a fvcked up.
Whereas this other is more stable, steady and has long term potential? anyway blah blah...
