I'll try to make this story as short as possible. Basically it's been 2 years since I last had a steady girlfriend. Since then I've felt lonely multiple times, and I always say (to my friends) that I would love to find a girlfriend to share life with. Thing is, I've had plenty of opportunities over the last two years. I've had several girls who've been crazy about me. At first everything is great, but I always find some kind of reason not to date them! I just thought about this last night as I was hanging out with this girl who seems head over heels for me. She was all over me but I was just counting down the minutes until she left. I know this girl wants a relationship, which is what I think I want, but for some reason I'm just not feeling her. And she's a good looking girl, great personality, and really nothing wrong with her. But somehow I found a couple of things to make myself not like her. Now I have to somehow let her down and keep looking.
I guess this just really bothers me, because every time that opportunities for seemingly good relationships arise I somehow find something wrong with the girl.
Am I just being too picky? Am I stupid? Or maybe deep inside I'm scared of commitment?
I guess this just really bothers me, because every time that opportunities for seemingly good relationships arise I somehow find something wrong with the girl.
Am I just being too picky? Am I stupid? Or maybe deep inside I'm scared of commitment?