i wrote a letter of gay ****.... omg im stupid

jayhu12

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I wrote this to some girl in my class, and mailed it to her..... This is how a guy thinks when she has a bf, and sees this girl every single day. Needless to say **** **** **** ****! lol


Dear XXX,

I’m writing this letter because I’ve got too much information in my head, and I know if I tried to explain it, I’d leave something important out. I’m thinking so fast, that I got to slow down to process the information. A letter is the best way, I thought to do this. I can just put it out in one big blurt.

I’m a guy that likes this girl who’s smart, nice, everything I want in a girl, but she has a boyfriend for along time. I see this girl everyday. I’ve gotten to know her a lot for one semester, which doesn’t help, because it just proves my theory that she’s great. Every time I see the girl with the boyfriend, it stings so bad, I can’t help it, I’m only human.
I tried to be strong for so long, but it’s finally hit a point that I can’t take. You should have told me. Just casually say boyfriend. XXXfriend blurting it out after I got attached really hurt.

Sometimes I wish I never met you or I had a time machine to warn myself to stay away. It’s just how funny things turn out, and how people will cling onto false hope for so long. This has been on my mind for so long, I don’t want it anymore. What should I do? I admit defeat. How do I make this better for myself? Either way I look, I’m stuck.

I thought about what to do all day, I decided what I’m going to do. It’s not something I really want to do, but I need to. I need to go away. I need to not know you. I need to not talk to you. I need to not see you. Please realize this has nothing to do with you as a person, but everything to do with me. You’re a nice person maybe even my definition of my “dream girl” and I really wish you the best of happiness in the future and whatever you do, but for me I need to move on. Right now I don’t respect myself, I can’t take it, and it’s like being tortured every time I come to school. At the end of the day you realize you’re on a boat heading down the river towards a waterfall, you know the fall is coming but you just keep going. Seeing you everyday thing really makes it hard.

This is 100% my fault. I was the one who transferred into business math, our night class and joined the mss just to be around you, I’m so sorry about everything, only a weirdo stalker does this kind of stuff. I just liked you that much. You motivate me to work in school, not looking dumb to in front of you mattered to me, and it drove me to study.

Tomorrow is a new day; I’m going to pretend I didn’t even write this, and just go on with my life. You should keep this letter, I’m going too. In 10 years I’m going to read this and laugh about it probably. Guys do stupid stuff all the time; this is just another addition to my long list.

I put you on block and deleted you from my msn, so I won’t be on. Just forget I ever existed, you don’t know me, I don’t know you. Even though I this didn’t turn out well for me, I’m glad I got to know you a little bit, I’m glad I at least tried, so I won’t regret not talking to that girl in the future. I tried to be someone you’d want to be with, but I’m not. Maybe you should even show this to your man, he’ll realize he’s a lucky guy.

Don’t talk about this in class; I’d be so embarrassed. I don’t think I could have said this to you in real life. Just leave it at this. It saddens me that it took me so long just to be cool with you, get you to open up a little, and now I’m throwing it all away. I realize I have a report to write up with you and the group, plus another school year. Just bare with me, summer is coming in about a week. You’ll be in Hong Kong/Thailand and this will totally slip your mind. School will be over in a year, I’ll be a ghost in class, and we’ll never see each other again. All I ask is you bare with me.

Yours truly,
XXX

I see this girl everyday, wtf should I do? I have this feeling this might start ****.
 

00Kevin

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I would just move on and not worry about the letter. Don't get so upset over just one girl. there are millions of other women out there for you. If a woman doesn't show interest in you then just move on.

You said what you thought you needed to say. Even if she thinks you are a total nut case for sending the letter. don't worry about it. You wrote the letter for yourself and by doing so you delt with what ever it was you were feeling.

Whatever you do.. don't let her put you on a guilt trip for writing the letter. if she does that. then just tell her to **** off and end everything with her.
 

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o shiet...thanks for making my day a little brighter....this is the funniest shiet ive ever read on this bulletin...damn bro...im laughing right now...yeah keep the letter youll not only laugh but feel really stupid...

move on bro...maybe you shoulda waited to give her the letter after the semester was over...so this way you wont have to see her ever again....
 

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Hey man, take these guy's advice or you will be adding this story to the following link:

http://www.sosuave.com/vBulletin/showthread.php?threadid=18379

The only way to get over this girl is to go out and find another HB. Trust me from a guy who has been through oneitis; once you find another one this one will be long gone.
 

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Ok, even though the letter might seem like a good idea too you now, it could very easily hurt you in the future. I mean, look, the letter is saying that you are weak. It is saying that your happiness depends on her. If you give it to her, its going to be really embarrassing if you two were to ever talk in the future. I mean, what if you see this girl in the future? don't you think that your chances would be completely gone if you gave this letter to her?
 
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Jay, are you over 14 years old? Keep the letter for your 'afc' memories!
 
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