Bunch of manipulative fvck heads. I don't like any of them and there's 7 of us here. The old man, is always watching tv and I hear that sh1t in my room constantly. I can't get a moment of peace and quiet, when I wake up that tv is on at 5 am. It's on till 11pm often. I stopped watching tv and movies for the most part years ago unless I absolutely have nothing else to do, I'd rather read. Plus the old man is always b1tching because he doesn't work, he has nothing better to do but get himself worked up over some petty nonsense. And he talks sh1t behind myself and for that he can go kill himself. Now a couple days ago I took an ounce of kratom. This fvcking old man took some benzos or something and is Clearly fvcked up, falling asleep sitting up, wandering around the house, it's ridiculous. If he gets caught, the manager might test all of us. I fvcking hate this guy. Mostly because of the damn tv being constantly on, and I can constantly hear it. I've thought about sabotaging the tv, seriously, I don't care about it, I'd be more than happy to live without tv.
Now luckily, I stopped by the store that is new to a laundromat I used to sleep at and the owner of laundromat saw me and followed me in asking me what I'm up to, where I'm working, he also owns a towing company and he needs drivers. This is %25 commission. But I owe $1,000 to the county because apparently in Florida when you go to jail it costs you money. Luckily I got on a payment plan with the help of a family member, so I'll get some training and be making between 600 to 2,000 a week and winter is coming so it's going to be very busy.
I struggle staying sober. I took kratom for a while, quite was good for about a week or two. Then I drank and smoked crack, drank for a few days, then stopped, stayed good for a week, then did did the same thing, then stopped, then took kratom three days straight which isn't allowed here.
If worst came to worst he can't just kick me me out, I know the laws here and I could make him evict me if he won't compromise, but I don't want to have to do that because 1. I've known the guy for a couple years and he's been good to me 2. I don't want to burn this bridge because it's easy for me to get in here if I need a place to stay.
I'm a little nervous about getting this new job because I'll be on the road sometimes for days travelling and I'm going to have to stay relatively sober. Kratom is bad because I usually want to take an ounce or two within 6 hours and it dehydrates be, if I do this for a couple weeks I lose weight and my skin looks bad.
I'm so tired of these people I live with, I was new so they are trying to always put heat on someone else so that the heat isn't on them so they can get away with whatever fvck sh1t they're pulling.
Now luckily, I stopped by the store that is new to a laundromat I used to sleep at and the owner of laundromat saw me and followed me in asking me what I'm up to, where I'm working, he also owns a towing company and he needs drivers. This is %25 commission. But I owe $1,000 to the county because apparently in Florida when you go to jail it costs you money. Luckily I got on a payment plan with the help of a family member, so I'll get some training and be making between 600 to 2,000 a week and winter is coming so it's going to be very busy.
I struggle staying sober. I took kratom for a while, quite was good for about a week or two. Then I drank and smoked crack, drank for a few days, then stopped, stayed good for a week, then did did the same thing, then stopped, then took kratom three days straight which isn't allowed here.
If worst came to worst he can't just kick me me out, I know the laws here and I could make him evict me if he won't compromise, but I don't want to have to do that because 1. I've known the guy for a couple years and he's been good to me 2. I don't want to burn this bridge because it's easy for me to get in here if I need a place to stay.
I'm a little nervous about getting this new job because I'll be on the road sometimes for days travelling and I'm going to have to stay relatively sober. Kratom is bad because I usually want to take an ounce or two within 6 hours and it dehydrates be, if I do this for a couple weeks I lose weight and my skin looks bad.
I'm so tired of these people I live with, I was new so they are trying to always put heat on someone else so that the heat isn't on them so they can get away with whatever fvck sh1t they're pulling.
