Forbidden Love
Don Juan
Basically... two things I'm very confused about now...
I've posted before... and well it's sorta gotten confusing now.
BACKSTORY ~ *Involves 2 girls, might get long*
Girl 1 ~ She's a foreign exchange student from Korea. Was here last year, and came back again this year for some reason. I liked her last year, never got the chance/courage to ask. She comes back this year, I ask her to the prom, she says, Yes, I had to cancel, then I could go at the last moment, and we basically... spent 99.9% of the prom together. Either dancing or talking. Very fun girl.
Girl 2 ~ American girl that's been my friend for over 2-3 years. And recently... I think a bit more. She's invited me to many movies alone, her house for me to try some of her cooking ALONE, and even to pick strawberries. I've agreed to most of the things she's wanted to do, half was because I was curious, and half cause I was bored stiff at home. dinner at a very expensive restaraunt coming up sometime soon with her
All her idea as well
Basically this entire summer, I've spent about 40% of my entire time with Girl 2. Girl 1 has gone back to Korea, and I still keep in touch with her from time to time on MSN. Both of them look... well stunning in my opinion. [Girl 1 looks... amazing/beautiful in ANYTHING]. Everytime I go out and do anything with Girl 2... I seriously can not stop thinking about Girl 1. Considering she's insanely and totally out of my league [I know I know, not supposed to say stuff like that... but it's true] and Girl 2 just seems... yeah...
Is this even normal...? Why am I feeling like this? I don't get it. And... does Girl 2... possibly have anything for me?
as a note, I tend not to... well LIKE a girl, however I often seem to attract a lot of girls, either as friends or more... but I NEVER do anything, which totally and insanely goes against what some people here think.
Sorry for ranting but I haven't had sleep in 2 days.
I've posted before... and well it's sorta gotten confusing now.
BACKSTORY ~ *Involves 2 girls, might get long*
Girl 1 ~ She's a foreign exchange student from Korea. Was here last year, and came back again this year for some reason. I liked her last year, never got the chance/courage to ask. She comes back this year, I ask her to the prom, she says, Yes, I had to cancel, then I could go at the last moment, and we basically... spent 99.9% of the prom together. Either dancing or talking. Very fun girl.
Girl 2 ~ American girl that's been my friend for over 2-3 years. And recently... I think a bit more. She's invited me to many movies alone, her house for me to try some of her cooking ALONE, and even to pick strawberries. I've agreed to most of the things she's wanted to do, half was because I was curious, and half cause I was bored stiff at home. dinner at a very expensive restaraunt coming up sometime soon with her
All her idea as well
Basically this entire summer, I've spent about 40% of my entire time with Girl 2. Girl 1 has gone back to Korea, and I still keep in touch with her from time to time on MSN. Both of them look... well stunning in my opinion. [Girl 1 looks... amazing/beautiful in ANYTHING]. Everytime I go out and do anything with Girl 2... I seriously can not stop thinking about Girl 1. Considering she's insanely and totally out of my league [I know I know, not supposed to say stuff like that... but it's true] and Girl 2 just seems... yeah...
Is this even normal...? Why am I feeling like this? I don't get it. And... does Girl 2... possibly have anything for me?
as a note, I tend not to... well LIKE a girl, however I often seem to attract a lot of girls, either as friends or more... but I NEVER do anything, which totally and insanely goes against what some people here think.
Sorry for ranting but I haven't had sleep in 2 days.
