I can't stop feeling bad for the past

rockburn

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This is a direct copy of a 4chan post I just made, please excuse the greentext


>I'm 17, at college
>meet future gf at party, I know her slightly, shes a 100% pure virgin and always says she dislikes wh0res
>my best male friend is a pretentious annoying d1ck, the type who relies on lying to impress others
>we aren't friends anymore but we were at the time
>my friend chats up this girl for 5 mins, saying all sorts of false bull****
>she ends up sucking his ****, her first sexual experience
>me and my friend lol about how easily he destroyed her innocence and how eager she was
>eventually he starts to brag because I wasn't getting any b1tches on that night
>his ex is there, she's a massive 5lut
>I go and get off with his ex, but she only lets me kiss her because she likes someone
>feelsgoodman but wasn't worth it, get bored and leave
>fast forward 1 month
>eventually me and my friend fall out as I become sick of his annoying ****
>i become closer with the girl who sucked his ****, i don't ****ing know why, guess i had no other females
>she obsesses about sucking his **** and says she can't wait to **** him at the next party and lose her v
>normally in this situation I would say nothing and walk off however I can't ****ing help but rage
>Try hard to not be an AFC as much as possible
>I tell her that it doesn't make her ****ing special because he's full of **** and a pretentious bastard, and she's a wh0re for giving into him so easily
>slowly reveal all the lies he told her to seduce her and she soon regrets doing the deed
>i get some strange satisfaction from this, not sure why,
>fast forward a few weeks
>me and this girl are even closer, i don't ****ing know why but I don't question it
>she's annoying in a similar way to my old friend yet she's quite funny and can be sweet
>she tells me she likes me
>I feel a strong urge to just **** her brains out and never speak to her again
>fast forward 2 months
>I **** her brains out, taking dat sweet v
>spend more time with her
>I ****ING ASK HER OUT (why)
>6 months into a relationship with her now
>It's going so well and we're into each other a lot
>she always tells me about how glad she is that she "stayed pure"
>when we argue she tells me "I'm lucky" she let me sleep with her before we were together and that she never would have dreamed of doing that when she was younger
>always think about how she sucked off the biggest ****ing **** who had ever been a part of my life, AND asked him for round 2. ****ing hypocritical women
>whenever I bring it up she just tells me I'm horrible and I make her feel like a dirty wh0re for something she regrets
>I try to let it go but can't help thinking about how *****y women can be and how they try to hide it
>Just before I was reading old texts with my old "friend" about how he managed to "bring out the inner slut from her" and how thirsty she was for his ****
>I literally feel like breaking up with her sometimes
>I wouldn't care if it was anyone else, but I feel as if I don't owe her any favors after she did that with my previous best friend and bragged to me about him only a month or 2 before we were together
>Not to mention I was there when it happened, I witnessed my girlfriend sucking his **** and all the **** she listened to him say before
>Call me a faggot, but this won't stop pissing me off, I was a faggot for asking her out, and I don't know what to do

Any help is appreciated, appologies for the disgusting layout
 

Meisterman

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The past is in the past. What has she done recently that has prompted you to become angry and have a rage fit over sucking your friend's d***? You already knew she did that before you were going out with her, so what is the big deal? From what you wrote it sounds like the problem is you, not her.

But as with anything, if you aren't happy with her it's probably a good idea to move on to better things.
 

rockburn

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Meisterman said:
The past is in the past. What has she done recently that has prompted you to become angry and have a rage fit over sucking your friend's d***? You already knew she did that before you were going out with her, so what is the big deal? From what you wrote it sounds like the problem is you, not her.

But as with anything, if you aren't happy with her it's probably a good idea to move on to better things.
I never thought I'd end up in a long term relationship with her, I thought she was pathetic and I simply planned on DJ'ing it out. It's not like I owed her all the love I offered and the fact that I still gave her a chance after seeing her do that with my Best friend at the time. That's what annoys me
 

BraddH

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Then why are you making this huge post here?

You are answering your own question. Now go and be a fvcking insecure little bvtch and break up with her over something stupid and go djing her. Simple as that.
 
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