Saturday night is the going out night for me and so as per usual it was yesterday. Me and my pal went through some clubs, then landed in some country-folk-style club with godawful music, redneckish people of all ages and whatnot. And there I saw her. I must tell you, oh reader of this post, I am cursed with the highest standards for girls you've ever seen and this particular specimen's appearance went off the charts. While not really hearing the wacky music I glared her move appealingly, I liked her body language and I really adored her perhaps most noticeable feature - her absolutely _FLAWLESS_ body. I kid you not, her sceletal structure so fragile one could easily break her in two with a slightly too affectionate hug, yet breasts so hipnotically large she was simply nec plus ultra.
Now for the part of the story that describes my plain idiocy. As I was a bit intimidated by her (despite the fact that I'm pretty sure we'd make a couple that would probably turn heads) I just couldn't decide when to give it a go. Then all of a sudden her friends either left or turned around, so she was alone staring at the wall or something. So naturally I wisely decided that she didn't like me and I better be sure before talking to her. Oh what a splendid plan, mr. Plano Planarsson, creative planning director of the 'Great Bold Plans inc.' company!! I would very soon find that a)her friends came back occupying her and b) after they left again for some toilet or went to puke or whatever, she turned around and dissapeared behind some sort of a pillar-wall to talk to her bartender/security friends.
It took much too long, and my pal was really sick of the place, so we went home.
Then I did what I felt was right. I came back. This time I could see her occupied by her not-so-great-looking female friends again. I could have easily got to talk to her. At any time, for Christ sake. Then she left for a phone call, and didn't return for eternity. At some point I lost my nerves and just went home.
Then had a modest paradigm shift. You know this feeling when you kind of want to tell someone something slightly embarrassing, but this someone suddenly seems to have gotten quite interested to hear you out and you think again and say oh, no, no, forget it. Then the more he gets twice as interested as initially and the more he's convincing you to tell it, the more you close down, because it has simply been building up too much.
While speeding on the highway I made a decision. I won't let that happen again. Next time I'll see a girl that I like I'll plug out my stupid brain and just approach instantly. I realize cannot lose even if rejected. It's like business ventures - not all are successful, but if you're gonna be a negative Nancy, you'll never dare trying anything and you won't get any experience and you'll never know if you can make it or not. It is the basic principle of all life forms to learn on mistakes, do not misunderstand me, my chumpy example above is a mistake, wasting time watching TV is a mistake, not reaching for what you want is a mistake, being rejected is not a mistake, it is merely a part of the process, a part of the game, if you will. And now I'm game.
I hope this helps anyone.
Now for the part of the story that describes my plain idiocy. As I was a bit intimidated by her (despite the fact that I'm pretty sure we'd make a couple that would probably turn heads) I just couldn't decide when to give it a go. Then all of a sudden her friends either left or turned around, so she was alone staring at the wall or something. So naturally I wisely decided that she didn't like me and I better be sure before talking to her. Oh what a splendid plan, mr. Plano Planarsson, creative planning director of the 'Great Bold Plans inc.' company!! I would very soon find that a)her friends came back occupying her and b) after they left again for some toilet or went to puke or whatever, she turned around and dissapeared behind some sort of a pillar-wall to talk to her bartender/security friends.
It took much too long, and my pal was really sick of the place, so we went home.
Then I did what I felt was right. I came back. This time I could see her occupied by her not-so-great-looking female friends again. I could have easily got to talk to her. At any time, for Christ sake. Then she left for a phone call, and didn't return for eternity. At some point I lost my nerves and just went home.
Then had a modest paradigm shift. You know this feeling when you kind of want to tell someone something slightly embarrassing, but this someone suddenly seems to have gotten quite interested to hear you out and you think again and say oh, no, no, forget it. Then the more he gets twice as interested as initially and the more he's convincing you to tell it, the more you close down, because it has simply been building up too much.
While speeding on the highway I made a decision. I won't let that happen again. Next time I'll see a girl that I like I'll plug out my stupid brain and just approach instantly. I realize cannot lose even if rejected. It's like business ventures - not all are successful, but if you're gonna be a negative Nancy, you'll never dare trying anything and you won't get any experience and you'll never know if you can make it or not. It is the basic principle of all life forms to learn on mistakes, do not misunderstand me, my chumpy example above is a mistake, wasting time watching TV is a mistake, not reaching for what you want is a mistake, being rejected is not a mistake, it is merely a part of the process, a part of the game, if you will. And now I'm game.
I hope this helps anyone.
