I am an actor. There is no real me.

[Ashlee Angel]

I am an actor there is no real me. With the flip of a switch in my brain I can be just about anything I want to be. I am everything but I'm really nothing, I'm hard to love but I am a hard lover. For months I have thought and posted about what's wrong with myself. I have now found myself and it's the greatest thing in the world to feel like a millon bucks in your own skin. I can adapt to any situation I am a MONEY. I always wondered why I couldn't have any compassion for women it was because I didn't know myself. You cannot love anybody until you love yourself. You have to give love to get love. I am told buy just about everybody I know including my parents that I am strange or weird in a good way. I listen to rap, pop, rock whatever I am feeling. I love George Michaels music, Yes he is gay but I am secure about my sexuality and I don't hide stuff. I have my friends from the hood and they know what I listen to and they still give me respect. I grew up in the ghetto but moved to live where rednicks live in middle school in high school I moved where the richest people in ohio go to school and live. I am a melting pot as a person. With the fill of a switch I can be "ghetto" or "prepy". I like all kinds of music I am black but I am light skin"yellow". I get told I look pertorican or mixed and girls sweat me. I have the god giving power to be or do anything I want to do. It's no other greater feeling to know yourself and accept and love yourself for the first time. I am only 18 but I am still growing and learning things everyday. Life is a beatiful thing and we have to out and kick some ass. This site is a blessing I would have not found myself and not met all of the recent people I have if I didn't lose that shy inscure personality I had. Due to this site I love people and I am just as happy when I am by myself. If I could ever give some advice it would be.

1. To go out and enjoy life it's so beatiful don't stay at home all of the time. If you don't have anybody to hang with go out and make friends.

2. Never settle you are only giving yourself the short end of the stick.

3. I know I love myself but I also love people and I never look down on people that's not right.

4. Don't be something your not people have to love you for you.

5. If you go through life not caring what others think of you, You'll have an awesome life. Just don't be ignorant for no reason.

6. Be thankful you found this site it's a blessing it has you doing possitve things you would noramlly be to scared to do.

Good Luck

 

[Ashlee Angel]

Bump

 

[jd782]

Good post. Yes, Where was this site when I was in high school 10 years ago? It would have saved me alot of trial and error when it came to trying to get a date. When it comes to dating, and having a "game plan" I have learned more in the past couple months reading this site then I have in the years since I was a teen, (I'm 28 now) when it comes to asking girls out.

 

[alboh]

God yes, hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I loved what you wrote, it's absolutely true and it's in my bookmarks now.

 

[GinuwineXXX]

This kicks ass.

 

[Oxide]

learned the hard way.

NEVER have predjustice on anyone. I used to be racists to some people, without even knowing the person, that is just dumb, always give the person a chance , no matter what color/sex/look they have.


Yes, NEVER SETTLE FOR SOMETHING LESS THAN WHAT YOU WANT. DO not ever wait to talk to the hottest girl, get the best seat in the car, eat best food, WHATEVER IT IS. KNow that you deserve it!

I used to be VERY arrogant, untill i realized that there are people wiser than me that can help with a good advice.


So what am i now that im not a jerk? Im a confident man who isnt afraid of approaching girls, helping people without them asking me, being nice to people when i want to be nice, be what I WANT TO BE, do WHAT I WANT to DO, but not to harm anyone.



Good Luck with your change as well.

 

[hardwork]

«applause»

Originally posted by Ashlee Angel
5. If you go through life not caring what others think of you, You'll have an awesome life. Just don't be ignorant for no reason.

Well said!

 

[Mr. Mystery]

Wow, good post.

I missed this one the first time around.

This is one of the most passionate posts I've read here.

Ashlee, I'm sure you've grown alot since this post, and you've found yourself, thats great. But don't forget that flexibility you had and your ability to chill with anyone. Its a GREAT skill to have.

Mr. Mystery

 

[Kwah]

Yeah, I hope you havent lost any flexibility what with this broad you were talking about a month or so ago.

 

[Eternal]

Nich...You know what to do with this thread my good man...For those wondering...I meant bible, not somewhere the sun don't shine.

 

[Ashlee Angel]

Originally posted by Mr. Mystery
Wow, good post.

I missed this one the first time around.

This is one of the most passionate posts I've read here.

Ashlee, I'm sure you've grown alot since this post, and you've found yourself, thats great. But don't forget that flexibility you had and your ability to chill with anyone. Its a GREAT skill to have.

Mr. Mystery

I have not lost any flexubility I still am a happy person. Life is crazy it's so many ups and downs. I have made alot of mistakes and I have had alot happen to me since this post.

Were young that world is ours we can do anything we put our minds to.

 

[SamePendo]

And you are only 19

*applause*
Well, great post. I wasnt planning on replying. But, man, you are 19. Im so glad that in such an early age you reach this high level in life. Im very glad for you, really am.
And well, there is one thing we cannot do even if we put our minds to it... dance and make music like Michael Jackson.. .

 

[DJ_Dork]

Good post, bump. I recommend everyone read and think about the real priorities in life.

 

[Narcissisto]

I like the attitude, but again, you are straight out of high school. You haven't experienced jack s h i t! I hope you can keep this mentality as long as you live.

 

[oOh Nasty]

great

 

[oOh Nasty]

Re: And you are only 19

Originally posted by SamePendo
dance and make music like Michael Jackson.. .

i can