Macadellic
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The following story happened years ago when I was 30 and she was 27.
This relationship Red Pilled me for the bitter better.
From the very beginning there was red flags that I ignored because of her appearance and my heavily blue pilled beliefs.
This girl was living in a house full of men. Had all kinds of guy friends. She really wasn’t close friends with any girls. Had a couchsurfing history of solo traveling. Lived an active club partying lifestyle.
All red flags within the first three months of dating that were out in the open in plain sight to see but I was smashing and developing blue pilled feelings.
In six months we agree to be exclusive and she takes off for a three month solo travel trip. My blue pilled dumb self believed I had an exclusive gf because of her words not her actions.
After her trip she moves in with me because I’m a white knight captain save a H** and we are officially bf/gf that last one full year.
Within that year she goes out with guy friends who are just in town. Meets new guys and goes clubbing with them. Travels multiple times and stays at a guy friend’s house or with a new guy she just met. Let’s guys be touchy feely with her at parties in front of me.
And I’m not even going into how she treated me. Her tone and her overall behavior towards me. Yet here I was getting beta buxxed all because I wanted a blue pilled fantasy of a serious committed relationship with a Lucy Liu lookalike that I was smashing when she wasn’t out H**ing.
So the day finally came that I was no longer going to be disrespected by her and be seen a fool by all of her guy friends that knew I was the “boyfriend.”
I simply turned my back and walked out on her.
She “took a break” from us and I dropped all of her belongings at a guy friend’s house.
In my getting over the break up phase, I read Red Pill literature and went on a Red Pilled rage that lasted about two years.
In that time I had the following plates.
- a curvy Latina that lived with her bf
- a petite asian girl that was dating another guy for something serious
- a blonde blue eyed white girl with handfuls that was in an open relationship
-a filipina with a bf that became her fiancé and then her husband
I since have calmed down and don’t have any plates, if anything I give this mgtow vibe. This vibe comes off naturally as I am focused on myself more than ever. Furthermore, I continue to go about myself when I catch women starring at me.
I’m bitter for what I let happen but that experience brought me to the Red Pill and I went from one end of the spectrum to the other.
Now I’m transforming that bitterness into becoming better after having the experience of being a beta buxx and an alpha fuxx.
It’s a bit sad seeing the current state of women but if I want to change anything for the better then I have to start with changing myself for the better.
And this is where I’m at.
~Macadelic
This relationship Red Pilled me for the bitter better.
From the very beginning there was red flags that I ignored because of her appearance and my heavily blue pilled beliefs.
This girl was living in a house full of men. Had all kinds of guy friends. She really wasn’t close friends with any girls. Had a couchsurfing history of solo traveling. Lived an active club partying lifestyle.
All red flags within the first three months of dating that were out in the open in plain sight to see but I was smashing and developing blue pilled feelings.
In six months we agree to be exclusive and she takes off for a three month solo travel trip. My blue pilled dumb self believed I had an exclusive gf because of her words not her actions.
After her trip she moves in with me because I’m a white knight captain save a H** and we are officially bf/gf that last one full year.
Within that year she goes out with guy friends who are just in town. Meets new guys and goes clubbing with them. Travels multiple times and stays at a guy friend’s house or with a new guy she just met. Let’s guys be touchy feely with her at parties in front of me.
And I’m not even going into how she treated me. Her tone and her overall behavior towards me. Yet here I was getting beta buxxed all because I wanted a blue pilled fantasy of a serious committed relationship with a Lucy Liu lookalike that I was smashing when she wasn’t out H**ing.
So the day finally came that I was no longer going to be disrespected by her and be seen a fool by all of her guy friends that knew I was the “boyfriend.”
I simply turned my back and walked out on her.
She “took a break” from us and I dropped all of her belongings at a guy friend’s house.
In my getting over the break up phase, I read Red Pill literature and went on a Red Pilled rage that lasted about two years.
In that time I had the following plates.
- a curvy Latina that lived with her bf
- a petite asian girl that was dating another guy for something serious
- a blonde blue eyed white girl with handfuls that was in an open relationship
-a filipina with a bf that became her fiancé and then her husband
I since have calmed down and don’t have any plates, if anything I give this mgtow vibe. This vibe comes off naturally as I am focused on myself more than ever. Furthermore, I continue to go about myself when I catch women starring at me.
I’m bitter for what I let happen but that experience brought me to the Red Pill and I went from one end of the spectrum to the other.
Now I’m transforming that bitterness into becoming better after having the experience of being a beta buxx and an alpha fuxx.
It’s a bit sad seeing the current state of women but if I want to change anything for the better then I have to start with changing myself for the better.
And this is where I’m at.
~Macadelic
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