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Don Juan
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I'm writing this field report to get opinions and for me for the future.
Mom (66) Dad (76), are visiting me. Last time we were "living together" was 10 years ago. I've been in the self improvement journey for 3+ years now, so I have some sensitivity of what's actually happening in the real world, the red pill lense how people call it.
They've been in my house for 2+ months now, I've always thought there was something wrong about my upbringing, how they say in Matrix like a splinter in my mind.
Mom is a cluster B woman, her dad deleted himself when she was 10, I guess that was the trigger for her disorder. I have noticed she has all the traits of that disorder, insatiable need for validation, doing things expecting something in return, getting mad when she receives a no from me, always wanting to control every fvcking interaction, extreme emotional outburst since ever, like breaking things in the house, etc.
Dad is a mommas boy, a man child, very dependent, extremely fearful of everything, what you call it, beta. The other day we were talking and he said in the past he wanted to get with a girl, but he was scared of her brothers, imagine how that made me feel, the man of the house, the guy that I looked up since ever, telling me he didn't ask this girl out cause he was scared of her brothers.
They've been together for 40+ years, I still don't know how they managed to do that, I wouldn't want that marriage. Psychologist say "kids are an extension of the parents, if you wanna see their parents insecurity, look at the kids"
I had all those characteristics before I started this journey, never knew why, now I know.
Have you guys experience the same things with your parents?
Mom (66) Dad (76), are visiting me. Last time we were "living together" was 10 years ago. I've been in the self improvement journey for 3+ years now, so I have some sensitivity of what's actually happening in the real world, the red pill lense how people call it.
They've been in my house for 2+ months now, I've always thought there was something wrong about my upbringing, how they say in Matrix like a splinter in my mind.
Mom is a cluster B woman, her dad deleted himself when she was 10, I guess that was the trigger for her disorder. I have noticed she has all the traits of that disorder, insatiable need for validation, doing things expecting something in return, getting mad when she receives a no from me, always wanting to control every fvcking interaction, extreme emotional outburst since ever, like breaking things in the house, etc.
Dad is a mommas boy, a man child, very dependent, extremely fearful of everything, what you call it, beta. The other day we were talking and he said in the past he wanted to get with a girl, but he was scared of her brothers, imagine how that made me feel, the man of the house, the guy that I looked up since ever, telling me he didn't ask this girl out cause he was scared of her brothers.
They've been together for 40+ years, I still don't know how they managed to do that, I wouldn't want that marriage. Psychologist say "kids are an extension of the parents, if you wanna see their parents insecurity, look at the kids"
I had all those characteristics before I started this journey, never knew why, now I know.
Have you guys experience the same things with your parents?
