Well it has been two years here, but in my defense I am definitely not the same person that first posted here two years ago. For example, before I would've gotten defensive and lambasted you. But now I can cool my temper and I can see that you are actually not a troll.
I've actually been doing a lot to better myself as a person, I have been traveling asia for about four months now and I am making an attempt to learn a foreign language.
My fear is that when I go home, I'll just lose everything that I've gained. I am only attracted to asian women.
I think you are right though, I have to start practicing what i preach, I've had some bad experiences with women, most of the time brought upon myself. So, I've got to man up and apply what I know. I've not slept with one girl since the last one I liked about 2 months ago, so it's time to man up and next her for good, by getting out there and sharing my better self with another woman.
oh, and the signatures meaning is just that a real man doesn't beg for sex, but if you are a real man you won't have any problems getting laid. Something that i've not fully internalized, but none the less true I imagine.