backstory :
Chinese Girl moved in with me in the beginning of march , she has a white boyfriend she "loves" from september , but he left her behind to go travelling around the world for 6 months since end of january . theyr still together and shes afraid of losing him by telling him to come back, but shes lonely all the time. Hes like this 30 year old wanna save the world pot smoking new zealander diver.
She keeps telling me im a great guy and that i should find a great girlfriend and that shel find one for me etc etc. that im strong im nice im cool etc etc etc.
butt she also says she doesnt want to change boyfriend because she is 25 and getting close to married age that all ehr friends are gettign married.and im 22 years old.
i havent really told her i like her , but ive shown it by being physicial , liek giving her massages holding her hand arm aroudn the shoulder , tickeling her picking her up etc etc.
i told her her bestfriend was cute , so shes always like so im not cute at all ? you have to tell me im cute etc , and i tease her about shes old and her friend is prettier then her , but then i tell her no your cute aswell.
end of backstory.
yesterday we went out to have a drink with my friends , and on the way back we decided to chill on this bench on this bridge , my arms around her keeping her warm. we talked about her boyfriend she said shes mad that i always talk bad abotu her boyfriend, and i said do you think its alright for him to go around and have fun for 6 motnhs without you , while your sitting her feelign sad and lonely.thats why i dont like him i said. She then told me I dont like her boyfriend and he doesnt like me. but were both great guys and wel like each other if we meet,
i asked her how she was feeling , we were talking fine , and i told her you know i just want you to be happy. then she just started crying hard for 30 mins , talkign about being lonely , telling me bad stuff that had happened to her when she was in china that she has never told anyone else. how her old boyfriend cheated on her and how people where mean to her.
now i know i shouldnt be an emotinal tampon for her , but she is liek the nicest girl ive ever known in my life , and i cant bring myself to be mean to her you know. so i comfort her , tell her its gonna be alright. etc etc. That she is beutiful and i liked her smile because it makes her glow etc etc , "i know emotional tampon move 101"
we walk back to our appartment her holding my arm tight for the whole walk.
she makes us a 1am small dinner. and i go to sleep because i was tired as ****.
guess i am in the friendzone hard. Its just i cant bring myself to be like i dont want to hear about that. or act like i dont want to hang out with her , because we live together.
arrg what to do.... what to do....
Chinese Girl moved in with me in the beginning of march , she has a white boyfriend she "loves" from september , but he left her behind to go travelling around the world for 6 months since end of january . theyr still together and shes afraid of losing him by telling him to come back, but shes lonely all the time. Hes like this 30 year old wanna save the world pot smoking new zealander diver.
She keeps telling me im a great guy and that i should find a great girlfriend and that shel find one for me etc etc. that im strong im nice im cool etc etc etc.
butt she also says she doesnt want to change boyfriend because she is 25 and getting close to married age that all ehr friends are gettign married.and im 22 years old.
i havent really told her i like her , but ive shown it by being physicial , liek giving her massages holding her hand arm aroudn the shoulder , tickeling her picking her up etc etc.
i told her her bestfriend was cute , so shes always like so im not cute at all ? you have to tell me im cute etc , and i tease her about shes old and her friend is prettier then her , but then i tell her no your cute aswell.
end of backstory.
yesterday we went out to have a drink with my friends , and on the way back we decided to chill on this bench on this bridge , my arms around her keeping her warm. we talked about her boyfriend she said shes mad that i always talk bad abotu her boyfriend, and i said do you think its alright for him to go around and have fun for 6 motnhs without you , while your sitting her feelign sad and lonely.thats why i dont like him i said. She then told me I dont like her boyfriend and he doesnt like me. but were both great guys and wel like each other if we meet,
i asked her how she was feeling , we were talking fine , and i told her you know i just want you to be happy. then she just started crying hard for 30 mins , talkign about being lonely , telling me bad stuff that had happened to her when she was in china that she has never told anyone else. how her old boyfriend cheated on her and how people where mean to her.
now i know i shouldnt be an emotinal tampon for her , but she is liek the nicest girl ive ever known in my life , and i cant bring myself to be mean to her you know. so i comfort her , tell her its gonna be alright. etc etc. That she is beutiful and i liked her smile because it makes her glow etc etc , "i know emotional tampon move 101"
we walk back to our appartment her holding my arm tight for the whole walk.
she makes us a 1am small dinner. and i go to sleep because i was tired as ****.
guess i am in the friendzone hard. Its just i cant bring myself to be like i dont want to hear about that. or act like i dont want to hang out with her , because we live together.
arrg what to do.... what to do....
