Guys I have a super important career goal to focus on for the next month and a half.
I probably won't post much at all other than on the DJ boot camp thread. I'm going to keep a loop of weeks 1 and 2 and basically anything that doesn't involve dating at all.
If I can get a cheap one night stand or two in the meantime that's fine but I really need to study for this board exam.
One reason that made me think to stop posting is that I realize I have a serious attitude problem right now.
When I finish the exam near the end of August, I will first go on a vacation, maybe go back to the hometown for a weekend (haven't been back since I moved) and follow it up with a vacation somewhere else as well.
If I"m still sweating that hoe in a month and a half I will consider serious psychological help. I think I'll be fine.
I really enjoy this board. I promise not to spread toxic filth on it anymore. Noone needs to here me pine away over a girl that left me when it counted.
The other night when I was full of rage I meant it unfortunately. It was alcohol induced but it was true.
I made the mistake of caving in and calling her last night in a moment of weakness. She seemed happy to hear from me (no doubt because it gives her the cheap thrill that I"m still a member of her fan club). I then told her I had to go and she said she wanted to talk today.
I told her to call late, of course she hasn't and probably wont.
This is and will be my last communication with her (or at least the last I initiate)
After my big exam I will start the biggest program of self development ever.
I will listen to every positive self help tape ( I will actually do some of this in the next few weeks as well) and go out with a force that I've never put forth.
I am sorry for everything guys. I know I haven't exhibited DJ principles lately. This one hurt bad and continues to **** me up. Believe me if I could get over it quickly I would have already. I just want to vomit everytime. It's like I have such a painful experience this time that I can't trust a woman again and don't even want to bother with em.
I also plan on becoming the worlds biggest womanizer. I was a good one at one time. Pretty funny that the feminist girl I used to date and fell in love with unleashed this demon on the rest of the female populace.
I probably won't post much at all other than on the DJ boot camp thread. I'm going to keep a loop of weeks 1 and 2 and basically anything that doesn't involve dating at all.
If I can get a cheap one night stand or two in the meantime that's fine but I really need to study for this board exam.
One reason that made me think to stop posting is that I realize I have a serious attitude problem right now.
When I finish the exam near the end of August, I will first go on a vacation, maybe go back to the hometown for a weekend (haven't been back since I moved) and follow it up with a vacation somewhere else as well.
If I"m still sweating that hoe in a month and a half I will consider serious psychological help. I think I'll be fine.
I really enjoy this board. I promise not to spread toxic filth on it anymore. Noone needs to here me pine away over a girl that left me when it counted.
The other night when I was full of rage I meant it unfortunately. It was alcohol induced but it was true.
I made the mistake of caving in and calling her last night in a moment of weakness. She seemed happy to hear from me (no doubt because it gives her the cheap thrill that I"m still a member of her fan club). I then told her I had to go and she said she wanted to talk today.
I told her to call late, of course she hasn't and probably wont.
This is and will be my last communication with her (or at least the last I initiate)
After my big exam I will start the biggest program of self development ever.
I will listen to every positive self help tape ( I will actually do some of this in the next few weeks as well) and go out with a force that I've never put forth.
I am sorry for everything guys. I know I haven't exhibited DJ principles lately. This one hurt bad and continues to **** me up. Believe me if I could get over it quickly I would have already. I just want to vomit everytime. It's like I have such a painful experience this time that I can't trust a woman again and don't even want to bother with em.
I also plan on becoming the worlds biggest womanizer. I was a good one at one time. Pretty funny that the feminist girl I used to date and fell in love with unleashed this demon on the rest of the female populace.
