Friday, April 9th 2004 marked my very first kiss and makeout session. I was going to add this post to my journal, but the occasion calls for its own post. It's long, but be patient, it gets juicy 
. This ain't some cheap porn, there is a plot! *DISCLAIMER* If you can't handle graphic descriptions of sexual play, do NOT read on.
Friday night I'm about to leave out for the gym cuz I had nothing better to do. Suddenly my phone starts vibrating on the computer desk I'm sitting at. I look at my phone's display to see who it is, and it turns out to be Shygirl. "Hm, I wonder why SHE's calling," I think to myself...
She beat around the bush for a while, and got into "I should hangup mode" whenever I told her I was about to go to the gym. Then...
Me: You call for any particular reason?
Her: No, not really
Me: Oh, you just call up random people on weekends?
Her: Heh, no. I'm just trying to see what people are doing tonight.
Me: Ah, well look, after I go to the gym, I don't have anything planned. Wanna hit a movie?
Her: Sure
Then we agree on a time. I got to the movies early since the gym was closed for "Good Friday." So I went to Jason's Deli (Subway-style restaurant) to get a bite to eat and mentally prep. As I was eating my salad, I was thought "Aighte, just be CF, always lead, keep it light and fun, KINO, bust on her. No pressure, don't worry, this shyt is easy."
As I'm finishing my salad, I get a call from her. I tell her to meet me in front of the ticketmaster (leading here). I take the long walk from Jason's to the theater, look around for a bit, and then she walks up from the direction I just came from. She looks fricken' hot. She's a softball pitcher, so she is very toned...naturally dark, shoulder-length brown hair, brown eyes--wearing a tight, short-sleeved shirt and some really sexay daisy dukes.
Nevertheless I kept my cool and made sure I talked slowly and clearly. We decided on seeing "The Whole Ten Yards" since it was
playing the soonest. She whipped out her purse, but I just stepped in front of her and up to the ticketmaster to pay. I honestly wanted to. She paid her way when we went ice-skating a while back, and she gives me free gum.
The total comes to fourteen bucks, and it turns out all I had was one dollar bills. So buying the tickets took 5 mins between me counting the money and the ticketmaster counting it. "Don't ask," I tell him and get a chuckle out of Shygirl. The movie actually ran late. When we tried to get in, the ticket-dude turned us away and told us to come back in 20 mins. I suggested we take a walk (leading again), so we head out the theater for a bit and talk about our future dreams. We head back to the theater and get turned away AGAIN. So we hang around for a bit, and I try to get her to open up about her softball experiences.
I told her about my bowling stint..."I was on the bowling team earlier this year, but THOSE PRACTICES! Jesus!! They killed me... lifting the ball and eating pizza, no way, too much for me."
She laughed and formulated a warbled, mumbled response (she's shy, see?) that amounted to something like, "Hah, I'd LOVE mine [practices] like that."
We make our way to the ticket-dude and I ask, "Is the third time a charm?" He checks the schedule and smiles really big, "Yes, yes it is! Door #5." "Alriiight!" I say as I drive the enthusiasm bus. Shygirl follows my lead.
We're the only people in the theater. We sit up center in the very back row. For a while, we just sit and talk, and listen to the radio. We resume our chat about our hopes and dreams. In a type of pseudo NLP pattern, I tell her, "You should DEFINITELY follow your PASSIONS. One thing I've learned is that if you REALLY want something, I mean you want it BAD and will do anything to get it, then you WILL succeed. Nothing is impossible. If softball is your passion, then follow it. People will tell you that the odds of making it aren't good, but think of how many people quit just because they're TOLD that the odds aren't good." She agrees, and a nice vibe is set.
There are some awkward silences because the girl barely talks. I'm so used to having girls squawk at me nonstop, but Shygirl likes short replies. To break the silence I do the "Forest Walk" game with her. This game is a GREAT ice-breaker. Look it up on the main page on sosuave under the tips.
People start filing in and the previews start.
We set our arms on the arm-rest... there is some breif arm-arm kino. After 10 mins of this, I pretend to yawn and then nonchalantly try to nudge her arm off of the arm-rest. To my surprise, she fights back (oh my!), but I knock her arm off. She sits there with a pouty look on her face while I cherish my hard-fought arm-rest for 5 mins. Then I look at her and the arm rest and motion to it with the "It's all yours! Enjoy!" expression.
We both share it again. A few mins later, I try to shove her off again, but this time, I take her hand during the struggle. This, my friends, is where it gets good! We hold hands, and I message the webbing of her palm with my fingers, with a gyrating/thrusting motion. The whole process was very active. It wasn't a "dead-man's hand" deal where we just sat there and let our palms get sweaty.
During the movie's funnier moments, we laugh, and Shygirl leans into me, for she is the grandmaster of kino. After a while, much to my pleasure, Shygirl GUIDES MY HANDS DOWN TO HER LEGS. I rub her bare thigh and graze my fingertips down from her knee to her leg. I then rub the very inside of her thigh..............
SHE SPREADS HER LEGS WIDE AND THROWS ONE OF THEM OVER MINE!! I won't lie. At this point, my legs were shaking. I was getting chills and it wasn't cold at all in the theater. But it was my first time. I felt this anxious mixture of wonder, excitement, and nervousness. Basically, this was an exploratory mission for me.
I begin rubbing her pvssy over her daisy dukes. I pulled up on the middle to make the little fold go in her pvssy. After a bit of this, i got more adventerous let my hand wander down to her left inner thigh. I felt her ass, and then... what's this?!!! HOLY GOD I FELT A PUBIC HAIR. YES. This girl is letting me explore her most sacred area without a TRACE of anti-slvt defense. Shygirl's only 16 (I'm 18), so I gotta tell ya, I felt a rush from just touching those fresh pubes. Then my fingers came into contact with her pvssy... not the inside of it, but the outer part. In a word, it was glorious...
Some people will think I'm dilluded since I'm young and inexperienced, they'll tell me that sex is overrated, but right now those people can blow their brains out, because the pvssy is the single best thing I have touched in my life.
The first thing that struck me about her pvssy was that it stood up a little more than I had imagined. It wasn't just flat, it had a definite mound shape to it. The second thing that struck me was that it felt like nothing i had ever felt before. There was just an indescribably inviting quality about it... it was so warm and smooth.
I didn't actually go inside her. We resumed holding hands and she continued to lean on me, resting her head on my shoulder. Every so often, she would lift her eyes to mine, and I knew that the time for my first kiss had come. Keep in mind that the fingertips are some of the most tactile, sensitive parts of the body. I sucked on her fingertips for a bit, flicking my tongue so as to simulate what it would feel like to *other* parts of her body.
She did the same to me, and that REALLY turned me on. She pressed my hand against her cheek and then brought it to her legs once more. I brought her hand over to my crotch and let her feel around a bit there. We went back to holding hands, and then she leaned her head on my shoulder again and looked up into my eyes. Geronimo. We held both of our hands and just folded into each other. There was normal kissing, sucking of lips, tongue galore. Everything I ever wanted in a kiss.
I withdrew my lips to make her wonder, and then went back in for a second time. It was just as intense, and I was ready to bend Shygirl over right then and there and just do her like there was no tomorrow. Unfortunately, the movie ended, and we had to leave. She checked her cell phone and called her dad. She said her dad was picking her up, but she was extremely quiet... she kept her eyes downcast to the phone, and gave a quick "bye." She didn't seem "cheery" in the sense of the word... she wasn't really smiling, just very quiet and timid-looking. Maybe embarassed? Delayed ASD? Any ideas about this?
Anyway, my confidence soared and I stopped at Waffle-House with my friend to tell him what went down. It was the best possible first kiss I could have asked for, and it was preceded by a very sensual feel-up. On to step two- fvcking. I can't wait. It's going to be interesting to see how, if at all, the communication between Shygirl and I changes. I'm going to invite her to putt-putt with me tomorrow with some of my friends.
In conclusion...
I WIN!
The fight to get here was long and hard, but it is DEFINITELY WORTH IT. NEVER GIVE UP. Remember what I told Shygirl. If you want something badly enough and you are willing to do whatever it takes, you will succeed. The feeling I have right now is just awesome, almost surreal. But I kissed a fckn hot girl and as far as I know, she loved it. It's euphoric. That's what all the approaches, and the inner game, and the discussions are for. This is the end goal! To reach that euphoric state and get lost in the moment with a girl you like and who LIKES YOU BACK. It truly is priceless. Thanks for reading.
. This ain't some cheap porn, there is a plot! *DISCLAIMER* If you can't handle graphic descriptions of sexual play, do NOT read on.Friday night I'm about to leave out for the gym cuz I had nothing better to do. Suddenly my phone starts vibrating on the computer desk I'm sitting at. I look at my phone's display to see who it is, and it turns out to be Shygirl. "Hm, I wonder why SHE's calling," I think to myself...
She beat around the bush for a while, and got into "I should hangup mode" whenever I told her I was about to go to the gym. Then...
Me: You call for any particular reason?
Her: No, not really
Me: Oh, you just call up random people on weekends?
Her: Heh, no. I'm just trying to see what people are doing tonight.
Me: Ah, well look, after I go to the gym, I don't have anything planned. Wanna hit a movie?
Her: Sure
Then we agree on a time. I got to the movies early since the gym was closed for "Good Friday." So I went to Jason's Deli (Subway-style restaurant) to get a bite to eat and mentally prep. As I was eating my salad, I was thought "Aighte, just be CF, always lead, keep it light and fun, KINO, bust on her. No pressure, don't worry, this shyt is easy."
As I'm finishing my salad, I get a call from her. I tell her to meet me in front of the ticketmaster (leading here). I take the long walk from Jason's to the theater, look around for a bit, and then she walks up from the direction I just came from. She looks fricken' hot. She's a softball pitcher, so she is very toned...naturally dark, shoulder-length brown hair, brown eyes--wearing a tight, short-sleeved shirt and some really sexay daisy dukes.
Nevertheless I kept my cool and made sure I talked slowly and clearly. We decided on seeing "The Whole Ten Yards" since it was
playing the soonest. She whipped out her purse, but I just stepped in front of her and up to the ticketmaster to pay. I honestly wanted to. She paid her way when we went ice-skating a while back, and she gives me free gum.
The total comes to fourteen bucks, and it turns out all I had was one dollar bills. So buying the tickets took 5 mins between me counting the money and the ticketmaster counting it.
"Don't ask," I tell him and get a chuckle out of Shygirl. The movie actually ran late. When we tried to get in, the ticket-dude turned us away and told us to come back in 20 mins. I suggested we take a walk (leading again), so we head out the theater for a bit and talk about our future dreams. We head back to the theater and get turned away AGAIN. So we hang around for a bit, and I try to get her to open up about her softball experiences.I told her about my bowling stint..."I was on the bowling team earlier this year, but THOSE PRACTICES! Jesus!! They killed me... lifting the ball and eating pizza, no way, too much for me."
She laughed and formulated a warbled, mumbled response (she's shy, see?) that amounted to something like, "Hah, I'd LOVE mine [practices] like that."
We make our way to the ticket-dude and I ask, "Is the third time a charm?" He checks the schedule and smiles really big, "Yes, yes it is! Door #5." "Alriiight!" I say as I drive the enthusiasm bus. Shygirl follows my lead.
We're the only people in the theater. We sit up center in the very back row. For a while, we just sit and talk, and listen to the radio. We resume our chat about our hopes and dreams. In a type of pseudo NLP pattern, I tell her, "You should DEFINITELY follow your PASSIONS. One thing I've learned is that if you REALLY want something, I mean you want it BAD and will do anything to get it, then you WILL succeed. Nothing is impossible. If softball is your passion, then follow it. People will tell you that the odds of making it aren't good, but think of how many people quit just because they're TOLD that the odds aren't good." She agrees, and a nice vibe is set.
There are some awkward silences because the girl barely talks. I'm so used to having girls squawk at me nonstop, but Shygirl likes short replies. To break the silence I do the "Forest Walk" game with her. This game is a GREAT ice-breaker. Look it up on the main page on sosuave under the tips.
People start filing in and the previews start.
We set our arms on the arm-rest... there is some breif arm-arm kino. After 10 mins of this, I pretend to yawn and then nonchalantly try to nudge her arm off of the arm-rest. To my surprise, she fights back (oh my!), but I knock her arm off. She sits there with a pouty look on her face while I cherish my hard-fought arm-rest for 5 mins. Then I look at her and the arm rest and motion to it with the "It's all yours! Enjoy!" expression.
We both share it again. A few mins later, I try to shove her off again, but this time, I take her hand during the struggle. This, my friends, is where it gets good!
We hold hands, and I message the webbing of her palm with my fingers, with a gyrating/thrusting motion. The whole process was very active. It wasn't a "dead-man's hand" deal where we just sat there and let our palms get sweaty.During the movie's funnier moments, we laugh, and Shygirl leans into me, for she is the grandmaster of kino. After a while, much to my pleasure, Shygirl GUIDES MY HANDS DOWN TO HER LEGS. I rub her bare thigh and graze my fingertips down from her knee to her leg. I then rub the very inside of her thigh..............
SHE SPREADS HER LEGS WIDE AND THROWS ONE OF THEM OVER MINE!! I won't lie. At this point, my legs were shaking. I was getting chills and it wasn't cold at all in the theater. But it was my first time. I felt this anxious mixture of wonder, excitement, and nervousness. Basically, this was an exploratory mission for me.
I begin rubbing her pvssy over her daisy dukes. I pulled up on the middle to make the little fold go in her pvssy. After a bit of this, i got more adventerous let my hand wander down to her left inner thigh. I felt her ass, and then... what's this?!!! HOLY GOD I FELT A PUBIC HAIR. YES. This girl is letting me explore her most sacred area without a TRACE of anti-slvt defense. Shygirl's only 16 (I'm 18), so I gotta tell ya, I felt a rush from just touching those fresh pubes. Then my fingers came into contact with her pvssy... not the inside of it, but the outer part. In a word, it was glorious...
Some people will think I'm dilluded since I'm young and inexperienced, they'll tell me that sex is overrated, but right now those people can blow their brains out, because the pvssy is the single best thing I have touched in my life.
The first thing that struck me about her pvssy was that it stood up a little more than I had imagined. It wasn't just flat, it had a definite mound shape to it. The second thing that struck me was that it felt like nothing i had ever felt before. There was just an indescribably inviting quality about it... it was so warm and smooth.
I didn't actually go inside her. We resumed holding hands and she continued to lean on me, resting her head on my shoulder. Every so often, she would lift her eyes to mine, and I knew that the time for my first kiss had come. Keep in mind that the fingertips are some of the most tactile, sensitive parts of the body. I sucked on her fingertips for a bit, flicking my tongue so as to simulate what it would feel like to *other* parts of her body.
She did the same to me, and that REALLY turned me on. She pressed my hand against her cheek and then brought it to her legs once more. I brought her hand over to my crotch and let her feel around a bit there. We went back to holding hands, and then she leaned her head on my shoulder again and looked up into my eyes. Geronimo
. We held both of our hands and just folded into each other. There was normal kissing, sucking of lips, tongue galore. Everything I ever wanted in a kiss.I withdrew my lips to make her wonder, and then went back in for a second time. It was just as intense, and I was ready to bend Shygirl over right then and there and just do her like there was no tomorrow. Unfortunately, the movie ended, and we had to leave. She checked her cell phone and called her dad. She said her dad was picking her up, but she was extremely quiet... she kept her eyes downcast to the phone, and gave a quick "bye." She didn't seem "cheery" in the sense of the word... she wasn't really smiling, just very quiet and timid-looking. Maybe embarassed? Delayed ASD? Any ideas about this?
Anyway, my confidence soared and I stopped at Waffle-House with my friend to tell him what went down. It was the best possible first kiss I could have asked for, and it was preceded by a very sensual feel-up. On to step two- fvcking. I can't wait. It's going to be interesting to see how, if at all, the communication between Shygirl and I changes. I'm going to invite her to putt-putt with me tomorrow with some of my friends.
In conclusion...
I WIN!
The fight to get here was long and hard, but it is DEFINITELY WORTH IT. NEVER GIVE UP. Remember what I told Shygirl. If you want something badly enough and you are willing to do whatever it takes, you will succeed. The feeling I have right now is just awesome, almost surreal. But I kissed a fckn hot girl and as far as I know, she loved it. It's euphoric. That's what all the approaches, and the inner game, and the discussions are for. This is the end goal! To reach that euphoric state and get lost in the moment with a girl you like and who LIKES YOU BACK. It truly is priceless. Thanks for reading.
