Now she broke it off and I know it's for the best but I can't help but miss her.
we've been friends for 8 years, in August of last year we started texting and she confessed that she had a dream about us having sex, i told her, let's make it a reality, we both said we didn't want a relationship, I had my reasons and so did she. We starting sending each other pics, she sends me nudes the next day. At this point i'm working about 4 hours from home and I"m not able to see her, and she is insisting that we need to see each other and have sex. 2 weeks went by and I'm finally home and I went to pick her up and we had sex, took her back home. We met a couple of more times, just to have sex. However feelings started getting involved in both of us. She told me that she was feeling weird because she was starting to really like me and that she missed me a lot, and I told her, well I miss you too.
However she started going to therapy because she has a lot of issues, at home, with herself and some childhood problems, and said that she wasn't supposed to have a boyfriend at the moment and that her therapist told her not to have sex.
So things turned around, we said we would be friends from now on, however we hung out again and had sex, but it was weird, because she cried in the middle of it, saying that she doesn't want to do this anymore that she wants to change. Fast forward a month, we hung out again, I got her naked and she started crying again and told me to stop, so I took her home.
She told me she is not doing this anymore, that she doesn't want to mess around with anyone and she doesn't want a boyfriend, that she wants to be able to hang out with her friends and ANYONE she wants to, without having to ask anyone if it's ok, so she pretty much told me she wants freedom to do whatever she wants.
I think i'm confused at the moment, I do miss her, because she is a fun girl, always makes me laugh, but if I think about it, do I really want a relationship with this girl, my answer would be no, but I can't stop thinking about her.
Some red flags about this girl;
Was a ***** in high shcool after her boyfriend broke up with her, told me how she would go from guy to guy and hurt them, that she would only last 1 month with one guy and move to the next. She would give them blow jobs and she would let them do whatever they wanted ( no sex )
Only has guy friends, says girls are haters.
has childhood problems, when she was 9 years old, a man try to abuse her.
Told me she cheated on her last boyfriend with another ex.
everytime we used to talk on the phone, she would always mention guys she went out with.
hangs out with guys - because no female friends
Told me she is not good at relationships.
we've been friends for 8 years, in August of last year we started texting and she confessed that she had a dream about us having sex, i told her, let's make it a reality, we both said we didn't want a relationship, I had my reasons and so did she. We starting sending each other pics, she sends me nudes the next day. At this point i'm working about 4 hours from home and I"m not able to see her, and she is insisting that we need to see each other and have sex. 2 weeks went by and I'm finally home and I went to pick her up and we had sex, took her back home. We met a couple of more times, just to have sex. However feelings started getting involved in both of us. She told me that she was feeling weird because she was starting to really like me and that she missed me a lot, and I told her, well I miss you too.
However she started going to therapy because she has a lot of issues, at home, with herself and some childhood problems, and said that she wasn't supposed to have a boyfriend at the moment and that her therapist told her not to have sex.
So things turned around, we said we would be friends from now on, however we hung out again and had sex, but it was weird, because she cried in the middle of it, saying that she doesn't want to do this anymore that she wants to change. Fast forward a month, we hung out again, I got her naked and she started crying again and told me to stop, so I took her home.
She told me she is not doing this anymore, that she doesn't want to mess around with anyone and she doesn't want a boyfriend, that she wants to be able to hang out with her friends and ANYONE she wants to, without having to ask anyone if it's ok, so she pretty much told me she wants freedom to do whatever she wants.
I think i'm confused at the moment, I do miss her, because she is a fun girl, always makes me laugh, but if I think about it, do I really want a relationship with this girl, my answer would be no, but I can't stop thinking about her.
Some red flags about this girl;
Was a ***** in high shcool after her boyfriend broke up with her, told me how she would go from guy to guy and hurt them, that she would only last 1 month with one guy and move to the next. She would give them blow jobs and she would let them do whatever they wanted ( no sex )
Only has guy friends, says girls are haters.
has childhood problems, when she was 9 years old, a man try to abuse her.
Told me she cheated on her last boyfriend with another ex.
everytime we used to talk on the phone, she would always mention guys she went out with.
hangs out with guys - because no female friends
Told me she is not good at relationships.
