El Payaso
Master Don Juan
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- Jan 16, 2014
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I received an email from her last night reading:
Hi Payaso, I miss you and I'm sorry. Please dont hate me anymore.
Kk bye.
I just laughed for a good long time and after a few minutes, I deleted it.
Her apology isn't a real one. It's purely for two things. For her own self validation and to see if she still has power over me.
I hate using the word BPD because I think that many of the people here who use that word to describe their ex are just men that refused to set their boundaries in the relationship and supplicated to the woman's every desire. Which was who I was.
I was constantly walking on egg shells with her, she cut me off from all my friends and almost my family, I was constantly trying to please her but nothing was ever good for her. She was EXTREMELY jealous and self loathing. She was a terrible human being.
The main fact was I was naive and a wuss. This enabled all her terrible behaviors. The funny thing is SHE was the one who broke up with me because "I didn't understand her as a woman". Which was true anyway. I was clueless and naive.
Typically, as an AFC, I begged her and begged her but she kicked me to the curb. She threw the friendship line and I happily accepted. After a few days of listening to her talk about the other guys she was dating and how much bigger their c0cks were in comparison to mine, I came to my senses and told her I can't be friends because I like her as more than a friend.
She got upset and yelled at me for "destroying a good thing". Saying she trusted me to be her good friend. That she never ever wants to talk to me again. That I "betrayed her feelings". Lol. She blocked me on EVERYTHING. I just said "I'm glad you understand" and left.
That's the last thing I ever said to her. Now after three years of riding her c0ck carousel and not being able to find a man to settle down with, she's trying to reel me in with her tired old tactics. Smh. Women can be so pathetic sometimes.
I have a feeling she heard I'm doing much better now from my sister because they're good friends. Now, she has come back to see if she can break me down again. She's like the demonic spawn from hell that just can't be destroyed.
I have no interest in even sticking my d!ck in her. The thought of it just makes me shudder. She was a nasty human being all around.
In a way, I'm glad that she came into my life. She made me realize how naive I was and how much I had to learn about women. She was the one who made me discover all this red pill stuff so I'm grateful to her for that.
In a twisted way, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be in a much healthier relationship right now.
Thank you, crazy ex gf from hell.
Hi Payaso, I miss you and I'm sorry. Please dont hate me anymore.
Kk bye.
I just laughed for a good long time and after a few minutes, I deleted it.
Her apology isn't a real one. It's purely for two things. For her own self validation and to see if she still has power over me.
I hate using the word BPD because I think that many of the people here who use that word to describe their ex are just men that refused to set their boundaries in the relationship and supplicated to the woman's every desire. Which was who I was.
I was constantly walking on egg shells with her, she cut me off from all my friends and almost my family, I was constantly trying to please her but nothing was ever good for her. She was EXTREMELY jealous and self loathing. She was a terrible human being.
The main fact was I was naive and a wuss. This enabled all her terrible behaviors. The funny thing is SHE was the one who broke up with me because "I didn't understand her as a woman". Which was true anyway. I was clueless and naive.
Typically, as an AFC, I begged her and begged her but she kicked me to the curb. She threw the friendship line and I happily accepted. After a few days of listening to her talk about the other guys she was dating and how much bigger their c0cks were in comparison to mine, I came to my senses and told her I can't be friends because I like her as more than a friend.
She got upset and yelled at me for "destroying a good thing". Saying she trusted me to be her good friend. That she never ever wants to talk to me again. That I "betrayed her feelings". Lol. She blocked me on EVERYTHING. I just said "I'm glad you understand" and left.
That's the last thing I ever said to her. Now after three years of riding her c0ck carousel and not being able to find a man to settle down with, she's trying to reel me in with her tired old tactics. Smh. Women can be so pathetic sometimes.
I have a feeling she heard I'm doing much better now from my sister because they're good friends. Now, she has come back to see if she can break me down again. She's like the demonic spawn from hell that just can't be destroyed.
I have no interest in even sticking my d!ck in her. The thought of it just makes me shudder. She was a nasty human being all around.
In a way, I'm glad that she came into my life. She made me realize how naive I was and how much I had to learn about women. She was the one who made me discover all this red pill stuff so I'm grateful to her for that.
In a twisted way, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be in a much healthier relationship right now.
Thank you, crazy ex gf from hell.
