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This is more of a thought process then a actual cry for help, but feel free to offer some advice.
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I'm out of school (finally!), but I've got a fulltime day job, so I'm busy doing that. For friends, I watched many desert me, so I have a few, in school... I don't know, I've been single for quite some time now, and I got no (girl) prospects at the moment. (good thing?).
I probably don't get out enough, because I only hang out with someone once maybe every two weeks...to a month. I basically work, sleep and do my online courses/compuer/random poker gaming, so I think I need to get out more.
Thing is, I'd be going solo and although I got the balls to talk to people, I don't got the incentive to. I could go to the mall, and see people do their thing, and I could care less if I talked to them or not. IT's kinda like I've 'loner-tised' myself or something, because some days, I dont' feel like talking to a soul, yet some days I'm so hyped up on confidence or whatever and I can strike up a convo with the cashier or some random person.
I guess I should try to bring more friends into my life, or people to chil with, because it is pretty bad how I have my day set up.
That, and I've been feeling down about the girlfriend business deally thing. It's one thing to chat up a girl and get a number, but the girlfriend thing that I'm after, just doesn't go. I think my slight depressive mood affects me too much to be able to be interesting enough when the question "so...what did you do today" or "how are you" is asked.
Meh..I feel like I'm in a pretty damn big hole at the moment. Like I got no life or something, meh, whatever works. I got the potential to make things better, but I'm just a little too lazy. Meh.
I got a car, money...I'm not horrible looking (I could use another month to grow my hair)...and it's not a confidence issue, it's just how I feel about my life, and how I'm too lazy to do much about it.
I leave for a different city in 2 months...and I plan to start working out..and I'll have more freedom so I might try to sarge a bit more.
Aiee. That's it.
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This is more of a thought process then a actual cry for help, but feel free to offer some advice.
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I'm out of school (finally!), but I've got a fulltime day job, so I'm busy doing that. For friends, I watched many desert me, so I have a few, in school... I don't know, I've been single for quite some time now, and I got no (girl) prospects at the moment. (good thing?).
I probably don't get out enough, because I only hang out with someone once maybe every two weeks...to a month. I basically work, sleep and do my online courses/compuer/random poker gaming, so I think I need to get out more.
Thing is, I'd be going solo and although I got the balls to talk to people, I don't got the incentive to. I could go to the mall, and see people do their thing, and I could care less if I talked to them or not. IT's kinda like I've 'loner-tised' myself or something, because some days, I dont' feel like talking to a soul, yet some days I'm so hyped up on confidence or whatever and I can strike up a convo with the cashier or some random person.
I guess I should try to bring more friends into my life, or people to chil with, because it is pretty bad how I have my day set up.
That, and I've been feeling down about the girlfriend business deally thing. It's one thing to chat up a girl and get a number, but the girlfriend thing that I'm after, just doesn't go. I think my slight depressive mood affects me too much to be able to be interesting enough when the question "so...what did you do today" or "how are you" is asked.
Meh..I feel like I'm in a pretty damn big hole at the moment. Like I got no life or something, meh, whatever works. I got the potential to make things better, but I'm just a little too lazy. Meh.
I got a car, money...I'm not horrible looking (I could use another month to grow my hair)...and it's not a confidence issue, it's just how I feel about my life, and how I'm too lazy to do much about it.
I leave for a different city in 2 months...and I plan to start working out..and I'll have more freedom so I might try to sarge a bit more.
Aiee. That's it.
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