I was dating a girl starting out great and since we're at the stage where I can hold her hands and she's resting her head against my shoulder. I wanted to go for a kiss.
The sad thing is, this is the first time I've ever gone this far (shocking huh, at my age) that all the DJ principles and habit are flying out the window fast. Its sooo hard to practice self control when you're riled up so my AFC habits started to leak out. I was amazed that I actually had some DJism ingrained in me but it wasn't enough to cancel all of the AFCish thing I say.
The girl later at night ended up saying how come "guys in the movie say the perfect thing to the girl while i don't get to hear the same thing for me?"
Nonetheless, she was constantly all over me but I took her back home a bit early. The reason was that during the last 2 hours of the date, I was incredibly tired and can barely say much things but mumble. Besides, the mood didn't seem to be a light atmosphere where I should be joking around. I think she was waiting for me to say something a little romantic or want me to ask her out formally... She seemed a bit traditional so I doubt she'll do the asking. She's hinted such as whether I have a gf, etc.
So at her door, we had a long hug but I didn't go for the kiss. Its a stamina problem, I think. I passed out at my bed after that... THe date was only 4, 5 hours long as we did mini golf plus dinner but that wore me out...
Is it just me being a weakling or is it natural that I go all putty when she's so physically close to me and all I have to do is to go for the first kiss of my life???
The sad thing is, this is the first time I've ever gone this far (shocking huh, at my age) that all the DJ principles and habit are flying out the window fast. Its sooo hard to practice self control when you're riled up so my AFC habits started to leak out. I was amazed that I actually had some DJism ingrained in me but it wasn't enough to cancel all of the AFCish thing I say.
The girl later at night ended up saying how come "guys in the movie say the perfect thing to the girl while i don't get to hear the same thing for me?"
Nonetheless, she was constantly all over me but I took her back home a bit early. The reason was that during the last 2 hours of the date, I was incredibly tired and can barely say much things but mumble. Besides, the mood didn't seem to be a light atmosphere where I should be joking around. I think she was waiting for me to say something a little romantic or want me to ask her out formally... She seemed a bit traditional so I doubt she'll do the asking. She's hinted such as whether I have a gf, etc.
So at her door, we had a long hug but I didn't go for the kiss. Its a stamina problem, I think. I passed out at my bed after that... THe date was only 4, 5 hours long as we did mini golf plus dinner but that wore me out...
Is it just me being a weakling or is it natural that I go all putty when she's so physically close to me and all I have to do is to go for the first kiss of my life???