Roots
Don Juan
Heres the Story:
Known this HB9.5 for a month now. We became boyfriend/girlfriend last week. I didn't like her before that much but I guess I kinda warmed up. I let her seduce me.
She's an amazing hottie, and so am I, people tell us too much that we look amazing... especially together.
We had some wild nights recently. I've never gone THAT fast with a girl before, but its either that she's easy or she's into me a whole tonne.
Here's a few problems.
1) Now that I got this girl, all the other girls seem way too simple compared to her. They still did before I liked her, I just didn't really care. I guess I'm afraid to lose her. That sounds stupid.
2) I find myself trying to wait for her phonecalls.
3) There has been jack sh*t to do for the past few days so I'm losing my little confident edge that I usually have.
OK Heres the REAL PROBLEM:
I'm fvcking paranoid. I don't know why the fvck the way I react to her has changed. I think I've gone loco. I need someone to give me a goddamned wake up call. I'm generally a tough motherfvcker that doesn't take sh*t from people and to whom his friends are #1. Now this little b*tch is on my mind and my whole personality is going straight to hell.
I don't know how the fvck to stop trying to think about her. Like I'm trying to put this under control now but the fact that I've done it for the past 2 days has really had a feminizing affect on me. I just want to quit thinking this sh*t and go back to who I was! Fvck!!
Please Help!
Im going AFC on myself, Lord Jesus save me.
Known this HB9.5 for a month now. We became boyfriend/girlfriend last week. I didn't like her before that much but I guess I kinda warmed up. I let her seduce me.
She's an amazing hottie, and so am I, people tell us too much that we look amazing... especially together.
We had some wild nights recently. I've never gone THAT fast with a girl before, but its either that she's easy or she's into me a whole tonne.
Here's a few problems.
1) Now that I got this girl, all the other girls seem way too simple compared to her. They still did before I liked her, I just didn't really care. I guess I'm afraid to lose her. That sounds stupid.
2) I find myself trying to wait for her phonecalls.
3) There has been jack sh*t to do for the past few days so I'm losing my little confident edge that I usually have.
OK Heres the REAL PROBLEM:
I'm fvcking paranoid. I don't know why the fvck the way I react to her has changed. I think I've gone loco. I need someone to give me a goddamned wake up call. I'm generally a tough motherfvcker that doesn't take sh*t from people and to whom his friends are #1. Now this little b*tch is on my mind and my whole personality is going straight to hell.
I don't know how the fvck to stop trying to think about her. Like I'm trying to put this under control now but the fact that I've done it for the past 2 days has really had a feminizing affect on me. I just want to quit thinking this sh*t and go back to who I was! Fvck!!
Please Help!
Im going AFC on myself, Lord Jesus save me.