So, Writing up a journal supposedly will help me to improve. I'm all for that and at the very worst all that'll happen is I'll have less time to waste on less important things then self-improvement.
This first entry will be going back into my memory about a month and bring it up to today.
ORCH tour to Boston: this was like 4 days or so. Got to the airport, was tired and bored as heck. All my friends are further up in line (including a cute girl who I would soon start to be interested in). I end up just chatting with my mom before she leaves (lame right?). I was still battling some inner demons at this point (girlfriend of a week had just broke up with me like two weeks prior. At least I was cured of my one-itus with some other chick).
On the airplane now. Decide NOT to watch "Due date" on the airplane because its rated R. End up watching Death Race instead
since it was a 5 hour flight I ended up watching Tangled as well.... beats watching harry potter AGAIN) Basicly I'm just living my life. I'll skip some of the Unimportant Details from here on out.
Landed in Boston. We get on the tour bus and I'm sitting next to a cute girl (I'll call her M). So, I've known M for a while, we had some classes together last year, plus we were in the same chaperone group on last years tour (we're both sophmores). I chatted with M, while the bus took us to where we would be eating. Can't remember many details. We end up having dinner together at the market place. A quick low key thing (at this point I'm still not "interested" in M, its just hanging with a cute girl). I end up finishing some of her Pasta, I felt sorta weird about it but she was cool with it and didn't want to waste it so its all good I guess. Not exactly something I would do again though.
Back to the Hotel: (basicly I sit by M at any point where we're on the bus except like once when she sat with a female friend of hers). Curfew, bed. A guy in my room ( Ill call him S) was talking about how badly he wanted to get laid. I suggest that he just flirt with the girls and wait till it happens but he seems to have other thoughts. Poor guy. (also turns out he liked my EX, but he fvked it up when he was a ****ty date at coronation with her).
The next day: Some time at the mall. NOT with M, but on the BUS we listened to each others ipods. go on the duck tour and stuff, pretty fun. Later we go to Blue Man Group and I sit by M. we get indiv. pics with the blue men after on her camera. I still need to get that photo from her. I'm starting to like her now and while on the bus I take up a little more space then usual. My leg ends up resting next to hers most of the way to the hotel.
Performance Day: I'm tired and I play my Cello the best I can. End up sleeping through the other performances. We leave for lunch at the mall. I have lunch with M, S and some friends (mostly other girls ^^) Me, M and S leave the others to go shopping for a bit. Myself and M want to check out a store but S decides to bounce and joins another group of friends who walk by. I spend the rest of the time at the mall with M.
WE go back to the hotel. More ipod sharing with M and then a few hours chilling with the dudes. Then we go to the banquet and awards ceremony. End up sitting by M. Not feeling so great, sick to my stomach some bug or something (NOT nearves.. I know the diference XD). I excuse myself for a bit to try and get feeling better. Come back right before the awards.. pretty boring stuff. The dance starts. I'm dancing next to M in a group of girls, but its pretty boring (the DJ sucked honestly) and her group bounces after a while. I chill at the tables with a few other girls. The convo consists of them critiscing dancing and saying OMG red dress girl is pregnant. I leave because It's boring.
Head back home: assigned seats on the plane so I'm not by M. give her a basic "good bye" at the airport.
The next three weeks during school consist of me avoiding my ex (lame Ikr?), flirting before history and chem with M. and before school with a cute asian.
ONE WEEK AGO: an early morning orch rehersal. I hang with M for a bit after. I help her find the Auto room so she can meet with a group member for a project in another class. We can't find the guy, but while waiting I invite her to go to coldstone after school. Convo was something like this:
ME: "wanna grab coldstone after school?:
M: "Sure! wait, what day is today... Thursday?"
I nod
M: "Darn! I have to go home after school"
Me: "Raincheck?"
M: *nods* "sure"
next few days go down just as me flirting with M. School on Tuesday is an Orchestra festival. We hang a before getting on the bus and sit close on the bus. Not enough seats, I wish she hadn't smushed in 3 to a row, I would have suggested she sit on my lap. (i only had half a seat anyways so it probably was good i didn't suggest that, I would have fallen of the bench had I done so) We perform and stuff. Go to the mall for lunch. Similar to how on tour We hang out. We both get pizza and sit together (just us) We chat, with some extended eye contact. she bumps into an old classmate and talks with her for a bit before coming back to our convo which transitions into talking about what our middle schools were like. We grab DQ because she wanted Ice cream but I said "we're still going to coldstone sometime." I suggested friday and she said she'd ask her parents (who are uptight).
Wedensday: I flirt with her. During Chemistry Asian girl comments to me that she likes someone else and M says "Me too! but he doesnt go here so you don't know him". I'm caught off guard by M's comment but I recover quickly. After class M tells me to send her a text reminder about paying for the AP test and asking about Friday. Around 4-ish I send said text. I'm a little upset by the incident in chem. I browse the forums and ask for some advice on what I should do. That in of itself might not help me out a whole lot but the fact that I'm the kind of person to do that shows I'm doing at least somethings right. I am at least trying.
Today: Getting ready for school I get stung by a scorpion. It hurts like hell for a min or two but I'm used to it (Got stung twice today... had an inceident prior that included 6 stings, so this was a piece of cake.) Hopefully M doesn't think her comment is the reason why I stayed home... If she asks me why i wasn't there I will be honest and tell her how I was stung (and it would be another IOI). I'll also find out if we are going to coldstone tommorow
*posts this Comment*
*goes to finish Homework and study math*
EDIT:: I just checked my deviant art (both me and M are artsy folks) and found a message from her as a reply to a post i had made on her comic M: "... hey, are you okay? I heard you got stung by a scorpion"
This first entry will be going back into my memory about a month and bring it up to today.
ORCH tour to Boston: this was like 4 days or so. Got to the airport, was tired and bored as heck. All my friends are further up in line (including a cute girl who I would soon start to be interested in). I end up just chatting with my mom before she leaves (lame right?). I was still battling some inner demons at this point (girlfriend of a week had just broke up with me like two weeks prior. At least I was cured of my one-itus with some other chick).
On the airplane now. Decide NOT to watch "Due date" on the airplane because its rated R. End up watching Death Race instead
since it was a 5 hour flight I ended up watching Tangled as well.... beats watching harry potter AGAIN) Basicly I'm just living my life. I'll skip some of the Unimportant Details from here on out.Landed in Boston. We get on the tour bus and I'm sitting next to a cute girl (I'll call her M). So, I've known M for a while, we had some classes together last year, plus we were in the same chaperone group on last years tour (we're both sophmores). I chatted with M, while the bus took us to where we would be eating. Can't remember many details. We end up having dinner together at the market place. A quick low key thing (at this point I'm still not "interested" in M, its just hanging with a cute girl). I end up finishing some of her Pasta, I felt sorta weird about it but she was cool with it and didn't want to waste it so its all good I guess. Not exactly something I would do again though.
Back to the Hotel: (basicly I sit by M at any point where we're on the bus except like once when she sat with a female friend of hers). Curfew, bed. A guy in my room ( Ill call him S) was talking about how badly he wanted to get laid. I suggest that he just flirt with the girls and wait till it happens but he seems to have other thoughts. Poor guy. (also turns out he liked my EX, but he fvked it up when he was a ****ty date at coronation with her).
The next day: Some time at the mall. NOT with M, but on the BUS we listened to each others ipods. go on the duck tour and stuff, pretty fun. Later we go to Blue Man Group and I sit by M. we get indiv. pics with the blue men after on her camera. I still need to get that photo from her. I'm starting to like her now and while on the bus I take up a little more space then usual. My leg ends up resting next to hers most of the way to the hotel.
Performance Day: I'm tired and I play my Cello the best I can. End up sleeping through the other performances. We leave for lunch at the mall. I have lunch with M, S and some friends (mostly other girls ^^) Me, M and S leave the others to go shopping for a bit. Myself and M want to check out a store but S decides to bounce and joins another group of friends who walk by. I spend the rest of the time at the mall with M.
WE go back to the hotel. More ipod sharing with M and then a few hours chilling with the dudes. Then we go to the banquet and awards ceremony. End up sitting by M. Not feeling so great, sick to my stomach some bug or something (NOT nearves.. I know the diference XD). I excuse myself for a bit to try and get feeling better. Come back right before the awards.. pretty boring stuff. The dance starts. I'm dancing next to M in a group of girls, but its pretty boring (the DJ sucked honestly) and her group bounces after a while. I chill at the tables with a few other girls. The convo consists of them critiscing dancing and saying OMG red dress girl is pregnant. I leave because It's boring.
Head back home: assigned seats on the plane so I'm not by M. give her a basic "good bye" at the airport.
The next three weeks during school consist of me avoiding my ex (lame Ikr?), flirting before history and chem with M. and before school with a cute asian.
ONE WEEK AGO: an early morning orch rehersal. I hang with M for a bit after. I help her find the Auto room so she can meet with a group member for a project in another class. We can't find the guy, but while waiting I invite her to go to coldstone after school. Convo was something like this:
ME: "wanna grab coldstone after school?:
M: "Sure! wait, what day is today... Thursday?"
I nod
M: "Darn! I have to go home after school"
Me: "Raincheck?"
M: *nods* "sure"
next few days go down just as me flirting with M. School on Tuesday is an Orchestra festival. We hang a before getting on the bus and sit close on the bus. Not enough seats, I wish she hadn't smushed in 3 to a row, I would have suggested she sit on my lap. (i only had half a seat anyways so it probably was good i didn't suggest that, I would have fallen of the bench had I done so) We perform and stuff. Go to the mall for lunch. Similar to how on tour We hang out. We both get pizza and sit together (just us
) We chat, with some extended eye contact. she bumps into an old classmate and talks with her for a bit before coming back to our convo which transitions into talking about what our middle schools were like. We grab DQ because she wanted Ice cream but I said "we're still going to coldstone sometime." I suggested friday and she said she'd ask her parents (who are uptight). Wedensday: I flirt with her. During Chemistry Asian girl comments to me that she likes someone else and M says "Me too! but he doesnt go here so you don't know him". I'm caught off guard by M's comment but I recover quickly. After class M tells me to send her a text reminder about paying for the AP test and asking about Friday. Around 4-ish I send said text. I'm a little upset by the incident in chem. I browse the forums and ask for some advice on what I should do. That in of itself might not help me out a whole lot but the fact that I'm the kind of person to do that shows I'm doing at least somethings right. I am at least trying.
Today: Getting ready for school I get stung by a scorpion. It hurts like hell for a min or two but I'm used to it (Got stung twice today... had an inceident prior that included 6 stings, so this was a piece of cake.) Hopefully M doesn't think her comment is the reason why I stayed home... If she asks me why i wasn't there I will be honest and tell her how I was stung (and it would be another IOI). I'll also find out if we are going to coldstone tommorow
*posts this Comment*
*goes to finish Homework and study math*
EDIT:: I just checked my deviant art (both me and M are artsy folks) and found a message from her as a reply to a post i had made on her comic M: "... hey, are you okay? I heard you got stung by a scorpion"
