i'm sometimes depressed and i don't give a sh1t about things... sometimes i think that i stay with my girlfriend just because i don't want to end a 10-months-story... so i try to dump her, but i can't because i really like her... sometimes i think that my friends are trying to steal her from me, when it's just a part of their personality to be friendly people with girls... my grades are a bit lower than i would like them to be, nowadays... in the last month i got approached by just one group of girls and when i try to approach a girl who gives me eye contact, i can't because i think about my girlfriend... i also have known some people in my new school, but they are nothing compared to the old ones, so in school i'm always bored as hell and i consider myself a awful idiot, when friends tell me stories about my ex high school and they say that it used to be a hell of a lot more fun when i was still there with them...
also, my new classmates call me an arrogant pr1ck, just because of my attitude, since i'm naturally ****y and funny... maybe too ****y... i mean, they don't hate me or isolate me... girls usually ask me to go jogging or swimming or out on saturday night with them... but they say that i act like a porn actor... which you may think it's a compliment, but actually it's not, when they go over and over with it, just because you spread your legs when you sit down or you hug a girl from behind when she's talking with them...
sometimes it looks to me like i'm a complete loser, when i know it's not true at all...
for example, i gained 4 kgs in the last 2 months and my confidence has risen a lot... last week i got into a theater play and lots of people complimented on my "awesome body"...
don't mistake me... i'm generally a happy person, but this last period i sometimes get depressed as hell and i don't know what to do about it... give me some advice, because sometimes i'm feeling really bad about all this
also, my new classmates call me an arrogant pr1ck, just because of my attitude, since i'm naturally ****y and funny... maybe too ****y... i mean, they don't hate me or isolate me... girls usually ask me to go jogging or swimming or out on saturday night with them... but they say that i act like a porn actor... which you may think it's a compliment, but actually it's not, when they go over and over with it, just because you spread your legs when you sit down or you hug a girl from behind when she's talking with them...
sometimes it looks to me like i'm a complete loser, when i know it's not true at all...
for example, i gained 4 kgs in the last 2 months and my confidence has risen a lot... last week i got into a theater play and lots of people complimented on my "awesome body"...
don't mistake me... i'm generally a happy person, but this last period i sometimes get depressed as hell and i don't know what to do about it... give me some advice, because sometimes i'm feeling really bad about all this
