conflict in my innergame with hypocrisy & expectations from girls

[hivauz]

I want girl to be faithful, committed to me.


I dont want to kiss girls and know that they probably sucked 10 other guys' ****s in her life before me and relationship with me.

But on the other hand, why should I even expect this if I can pick her up & seduce in a short period(week)?

If sex is not a big deal for her and she can easily jump into bed with me on day3,4 , hell even in a week - then why do I expect her to give me good head and NOT DO SAME to any other guy(s) before me in her life?

I want to be first and 'exclusive', but I understand that in my part this is kinda hypocrisy,
since I seduce and keep sleeping with many girls and one of them can not do the same?




this post was the reason I question my beliefs about game - a girl who SUCKED 12 ****S and her boyfriend copes with it!!!
the key point: If I seduce & sleep with many girls - my expectation to be the only enjoying heads must be irrational?


I think I already know the answer from my intuition:
avoid hypocricy
treat others the way you wanna be treated
dont expect commitment if you sleep with many girls yourself

but what do you think?

I have this conflict in my head, help me resolve it

 

[johnywhite17]

bro 12 ****s is honestly mild these girls are lying to you. Girls suck **** homie, it's not that big of deal. You're feeling cognitive dissonance brought on by the church telling people sex is a sin. Sex is natural, that's why you enjoy doing it, women are no different and when you really look at without accepting the core belief "sex is immoral" her past sex life isn't anything to be bothered by. This is assuming she has no stds or history of cheating.

 

[HoneyHitter]

bro 12 ****s is honestly mild these girls are lying to you. Girls suck **** homie, it's not that big of deal.

12 c*cks, in one night. How is that not a big deal?

 

[johnywhite17]

12 c*cks, in one night. How is that not a big deal?

Wait.... WHAT? how do you even.... I thought you meant ever. Ya bro, that's indicitive of some kind of serious mental illness I wouldn't dream of defending it if I read that properly. For more reasonable number of partners I stand by what I said.
But no, that's not cognitive dissonance that's just pointing unhealthy (mentally and physically) behavior.
Sorry