Twist of Cain
Don Juan
- Joined
- Feb 28, 2012
- Messages
- 50
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- Age
- 38
We've been on and off for 3 years. I'm 28, her 22. blonde, 9, bartender etc..
She dumped me over the holidays, 3 weeks later she contacts me while I'm on course in the military..
we see each other, then she goes hot and cold. it's been rinse and repeat like this for 3 months..
I'm in Police Academy, an hour tops from her place. We saw each other a few times right up until I left for the Academy. She initiated both times.
When we parted on the final day, she kissed me on the cheek (in public as I was seeing her off in the subway) I said no, lips - we did, she said "text me".. I said no ___, you text me.. you text me." Dead eyes at her, making my intentions known that I won't be chasing you, or following your lead..
She knew that I'd be confined to base for 3 weeks, then I'll be allowed weekends off.
We parted april 3 i think.. it was a Saturday - awkwardly saw some of her friends at the club I used to bounce at, that night - I was there for the free booze I get when I'm there etc..
This may have been a factor, or not, however, being confined to base, without any decent tail in miles...
..and no text from her. nothing. more games on her end, i'm assuming.
she's insecure etc.. either she's holding out for me to initiate a text, because she did the past few times - she found another guy - or she lost interest.
the times we hung out previous to leaving for the academy were totally fine imo.. yet here I am - big time depressed when I'm alone. more lonely than anything - weekends are the worst, holy sh!t.. 2 remaining until weekends off..
should i shoot out a text, indifferent in nature, almost dismissive, saying something like "predicate the text, classy."
This is a bad emotional drug I'm getting out of me..
She dumped me over the holidays, 3 weeks later she contacts me while I'm on course in the military..
we see each other, then she goes hot and cold. it's been rinse and repeat like this for 3 months..
I'm in Police Academy, an hour tops from her place. We saw each other a few times right up until I left for the Academy. She initiated both times.
When we parted on the final day, she kissed me on the cheek (in public as I was seeing her off in the subway) I said no, lips - we did, she said "text me".. I said no ___, you text me.. you text me." Dead eyes at her, making my intentions known that I won't be chasing you, or following your lead..
She knew that I'd be confined to base for 3 weeks, then I'll be allowed weekends off.
We parted april 3 i think.. it was a Saturday - awkwardly saw some of her friends at the club I used to bounce at, that night - I was there for the free booze I get when I'm there etc..
This may have been a factor, or not, however, being confined to base, without any decent tail in miles...
..and no text from her. nothing. more games on her end, i'm assuming.
she's insecure etc.. either she's holding out for me to initiate a text, because she did the past few times - she found another guy - or she lost interest.
the times we hung out previous to leaving for the academy were totally fine imo.. yet here I am - big time depressed when I'm alone. more lonely than anything - weekends are the worst, holy sh!t.. 2 remaining until weekends off..
should i shoot out a text, indifferent in nature, almost dismissive, saying something like "predicate the text, classy."
This is a bad emotional drug I'm getting out of me..
