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Don Juan
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Reason I'm starting this journal is because I'm hoping it will help me stick with my workout. Below is some information concerning myself.
Background: Have on and off for years. Used to do some for wrestling and track. I graduated in '06. Around that time I wanted to gain a lot of mass. I've been pretty skinny. That frame has always left me self-conscious. Was really bothering me when I was going out with my former girlfriend. She knew that being skinny really bothered me. Decided to really start lifting, but that was tampered by a case of mono. Couldn't really lift when they were saying your spleen could rupture. Anyway fast foward a few months to about June. End up going through a very horrible breakup. She sends me a message hitting all the things she knows disturbs me. The one that especially stood out and hurt me the most is "youre so ****ing skinny and useless. youre a dissappointment to you and everyone else you admired. even me.":box: :box: :box: That there really makes me want to change myself bringing to where I am now. Being this skinny actually has me really depressed. That's why it's time to lift!
Current Situation: I have a diet in place that I'll post. It's good. I'm wiling to take the time and follow through on it fully. No excuses. Only problem is I'm not sure what workout today. I was starting one this week that seemed good. But then I have Anthony Ellis' program now. The one Pook used to gain 30lbs. in 3 months with and by which other people on this site have sworn by. So I am divided over which one to follow. The one I had is full of heavy weight, compound exercises, but the other a lot of people seem to have success on. BTW- I'm a hardgainer which is obvious if I'm skinny. But as they say the first step to recovery is admiting your problem. Also, I currently weigh about 175.
Goal: I want to hit the weight of 205-210 with about 10-13% body fat. I want to reach this by December 6, 2008. That's the day of my 21st birthday. Can't think of a better way to celebrate then reaching my goal!!!
Background: Have on and off for years. Used to do some for wrestling and track. I graduated in '06. Around that time I wanted to gain a lot of mass. I've been pretty skinny. That frame has always left me self-conscious. Was really bothering me when I was going out with my former girlfriend. She knew that being skinny really bothered me. Decided to really start lifting, but that was tampered by a case of mono. Couldn't really lift when they were saying your spleen could rupture. Anyway fast foward a few months to about June. End up going through a very horrible breakup. She sends me a message hitting all the things she knows disturbs me. The one that especially stood out and hurt me the most is "youre so ****ing skinny and useless. youre a dissappointment to you and everyone else you admired. even me.":box: :box: :box: That there really makes me want to change myself bringing to where I am now. Being this skinny actually has me really depressed. That's why it's time to lift!
Current Situation: I have a diet in place that I'll post. It's good. I'm wiling to take the time and follow through on it fully. No excuses. Only problem is I'm not sure what workout today. I was starting one this week that seemed good. But then I have Anthony Ellis' program now. The one Pook used to gain 30lbs. in 3 months with and by which other people on this site have sworn by. So I am divided over which one to follow. The one I had is full of heavy weight, compound exercises, but the other a lot of people seem to have success on. BTW- I'm a hardgainer which is obvious if I'm skinny. But as they say the first step to recovery is admiting your problem. Also, I currently weigh about 175.
Goal: I want to hit the weight of 205-210 with about 10-13% body fat. I want to reach this by December 6, 2008. That's the day of my 21st birthday. Can't think of a better way to celebrate then reaching my goal!!!
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