quintessential
Senior Don Juan
I'm still having the same problems, disheartened from any communication with females because the effort never quite leads to sh!t. And yet, maybe I'm just so bitter because they always "play it cool" and they never show any obvious interest so I never know what they're thinking.
A girl in one of my classes seems to laugh and talk to the two guys that sit near her and I'm thinking she's checking to see my reaction...I caught her a few times but she was so quick to look away it was impossible to tell (this is futility I guess) and I get the VIBE just being in the same room, I could feel her looking at me a few times. HEr and her friend sit toward the front and I sit in the back so she has to turn around and believe me, she is subtle...it's annoying because I can't say for sure. She's cute and I'm not sure that she's into either one of the guys she sits near but it's more a difficulty with the approach...I can't bear to be humiliated if I can avoid it but I also find myself nervous when I go out of my way to talk to a complete girl stranger and I'm still not sure how to get the chemistry going in conversation (I'm not sure I can even tell if there is chemistry because women are so damn mysterious about everything). Nothing comes out right.
Also, today my friend's gf's sister, who never has expressed much interest in saying a word to me and who I maintained often as being an unbearable b!tch, said something that threw me off guard. Five of us were sitting at the table and the term "sugardaddy" was used...and then she asked me,"Hey Mike, you wanna be my sugardaddy?" I was shocked kind of but didn't make any weird facial expressions then I said,"I don't know"...but I had no spontaneous words or anything. She smiled at her sister then she told my friend, "I just asked Mike if he would be my sugardaddy and he was like,'hell no, *****'"...even though I didn't say that. AS I was leaving, I walked by her and I heard her say,"HOT" (in sort of a half-whisper) and then something "69 style"....it was just weird. I just posted this to maybe get some advice so if you would...thanks.
A girl in one of my classes seems to laugh and talk to the two guys that sit near her and I'm thinking she's checking to see my reaction...I caught her a few times but she was so quick to look away it was impossible to tell (this is futility I guess) and I get the VIBE just being in the same room, I could feel her looking at me a few times. HEr and her friend sit toward the front and I sit in the back so she has to turn around and believe me, she is subtle...it's annoying because I can't say for sure. She's cute and I'm not sure that she's into either one of the guys she sits near but it's more a difficulty with the approach...I can't bear to be humiliated if I can avoid it but I also find myself nervous when I go out of my way to talk to a complete girl stranger and I'm still not sure how to get the chemistry going in conversation (I'm not sure I can even tell if there is chemistry because women are so damn mysterious about everything). Nothing comes out right.
Also, today my friend's gf's sister, who never has expressed much interest in saying a word to me and who I maintained often as being an unbearable b!tch, said something that threw me off guard. Five of us were sitting at the table and the term "sugardaddy" was used...and then she asked me,"Hey Mike, you wanna be my sugardaddy?" I was shocked kind of but didn't make any weird facial expressions then I said,"I don't know"...but I had no spontaneous words or anything. She smiled at her sister then she told my friend, "I just asked Mike if he would be my sugardaddy and he was like,'hell no, *****'"...even though I didn't say that. AS I was leaving, I walked by her and I heard her say,"HOT" (in sort of a half-whisper) and then something "69 style"....it was just weird. I just posted this to maybe get some advice so if you would...thanks.
