animal crackers
Senior Don Juan
I saw my ex-GF at the bowling alley last night while i was with some friends. I said hey, and there was a definate tension between us. When I was sitting at a table with her a mutual friend came up and said "hey ex, whats johnny (her new bf) gonna do for you for christmas" Shes known to bring up awkward topics.
WEll I kinda just didn't say anything and got up to talk to my friends. She was kinda taking glances at me all night, and was talking to guys and flirting with them.
I felt like I was gonna throw up. I know that this girl is not what I need right now, I have to focus on myself, but she looked REALLY good. I honestly think anyone on this forum would rate her a 9 at least.
I feel hopeless right now. I don't know if i am able to pull myself out of this....I literally got physically ill when I was in her presence, and I can't stop thinking about her. I feel so frusterated and lonely that I want to ****ing punch through my walls. AGGDHN....well I really had to vent that all out.
WEll I kinda just didn't say anything and got up to talk to my friends. She was kinda taking glances at me all night, and was talking to guys and flirting with them.
I felt like I was gonna throw up. I know that this girl is not what I need right now, I have to focus on myself, but she looked REALLY good. I honestly think anyone on this forum would rate her a 9 at least.
I feel hopeless right now. I don't know if i am able to pull myself out of this....I literally got physically ill when I was in her presence, and I can't stop thinking about her. I feel so frusterated and lonely that I want to ****ing punch through my walls. AGGDHN....well I really had to vent that all out.