Badmannaz
Master Don Juan
Hey wassup?? thx for reading...well well well lemme give the background
history
Every scince i hit puberty at around the age of 10 i've gotten bigger each year...playing football and scarce meals with incredible binging episodes led me to get fatter every year till the age of 18(this year) in result I never got any girls all my "so called friends" made fun of me...i never felt comfortable and i was getting extremely depressed and was feeling alone..i started smoking weed in ciggarettes and getting drunk to get away from all the emptyness inside me...i've been w/ a couple girls but none i would like at the moment....
The moment of clarity
I was at a party and I got extremely drunk...i was by myself and i broke down in tears (yes tears)...it was right after i was told to talk to these girls n they started laughing at me...i was embarrassed n i couldn't take it, i walked away from the party in passed out in someone's back yard...still crying i looked up all alone and knew then NO-ONE WILL BE ABLE TO HELP ME the only one i can rely on is myself....from then on i've gon to the gym..breaking bad habits left and right
RESULTS!!!
so far i've dropped 40lbs...and im looking much different...i actually have a relationship in-the-making..w/ a girl who is actually been hit on by ever guy possible she's an hb8.5 im very lucky!!!
i've decided to log about the last 64 pounds...my goal is 196....in the next 3 months...and at the moment im dropping weight pretty fast...!!
history
Every scince i hit puberty at around the age of 10 i've gotten bigger each year...playing football and scarce meals with incredible binging episodes led me to get fatter every year till the age of 18(this year) in result I never got any girls all my "so called friends" made fun of me...i never felt comfortable and i was getting extremely depressed and was feeling alone..i started smoking weed in ciggarettes and getting drunk to get away from all the emptyness inside me...i've been w/ a couple girls but none i would like at the moment....
The moment of clarity
I was at a party and I got extremely drunk...i was by myself and i broke down in tears (yes tears)...it was right after i was told to talk to these girls n they started laughing at me...i was embarrassed n i couldn't take it, i walked away from the party in passed out in someone's back yard...still crying i looked up all alone and knew then NO-ONE WILL BE ABLE TO HELP ME the only one i can rely on is myself....from then on i've gon to the gym..breaking bad habits left and right
RESULTS!!!
so far i've dropped 40lbs...and im looking much different...i actually have a relationship in-the-making..w/ a girl who is actually been hit on by ever guy possible she's an hb8.5 im very lucky!!!
i've decided to log about the last 64 pounds...my goal is 196....in the next 3 months...and at the moment im dropping weight pretty fast...!!