I screwed up.
Got so insecure yesterday cause I found my gf talking quite a bit to some guy. I knew this guy liked her... everyone knew that... I confronted her with it and she got really upset that I didn't trust her.
Then to top this short sad story off, I branded myself a bit of a Loser by calling that guy, and pretending to be someone else. Asking him if he was her boyfriend. (This I did before I confronted her) Trying to find out what he was doing with her...
Then I find out from her friend - she went to him to talk about me :-/ Cause he also owns a PC store. And she was trying to get me a gift. It was a 5.1 headphone set :-/
Oh, the shame! So what hope is there? Really? I've embarrassed her and myself now with this insecure jealously. Cause I forgot to turn off my caller ID when I called :-/ And he told my gf that "there's some guy asking if I'm your bf".
Ehhh... so what to do now? Just resume as normal? Be a man? She's laughing at me finding all this jealously awfully cute :-( How do you make yourself feel better? :-/ Regaining composure is not very fun.
Thank god the internet is anonymous.
PS. Someone gimme the AFC of the year badge.
Got so insecure yesterday cause I found my gf talking quite a bit to some guy. I knew this guy liked her... everyone knew that... I confronted her with it and she got really upset that I didn't trust her.
Then to top this short sad story off, I branded myself a bit of a Loser by calling that guy, and pretending to be someone else. Asking him if he was her boyfriend. (This I did before I confronted her) Trying to find out what he was doing with her...
Then I find out from her friend - she went to him to talk about me :-/ Cause he also owns a PC store. And she was trying to get me a gift. It was a 5.1 headphone set :-/
Oh, the shame! So what hope is there? Really? I've embarrassed her and myself now with this insecure jealously. Cause I forgot to turn off my caller ID when I called :-/ And he told my gf that "there's some guy asking if I'm your bf".
Ehhh... so what to do now? Just resume as normal? Be a man? She's laughing at me finding all this jealously awfully cute :-( How do you make yourself feel better? :-/ Regaining composure is not very fun.
Thank god the internet is anonymous.
PS. Someone gimme the AFC of the year badge.
So just need to resume being my normal self again? *sigh* Been so long since I felt like this. A few years ago I'd apologize and apologize and kiss ass till there was no ass left to kiss.