After some time reflecting, i think I've realized what's wrong with me.
I've read a good bit of the DJ Bible. I just dont know how to apply it right.
for instance, i read an article on conversation. I applied that in my life and my conversations do last longer.
The problem? Its not fun or interesting.
So i try ****y and funny to make things spicier. I couldn't think of any witty comebacks, negs, or anything. Whatever i said was too mean, too weird, or just plain not funny.
Im sure most people think my conversational skills are weird and robotic. It's like im just searching for a topic to keep it going. Not only that, i just say weird stuff that i dont thinks weird at all.
So after that i just focused on my life.
i started going to the gym, getting better grades. I recently got a job.
I just dont think im doing enough. Norwegian DJ said something about the actions i take with what i learn from here. He's right, but what if your taking action in the wrong way?
whatever i do isn't interesting. I see my friends who are just plain naturals. They say and do stuff that cracks people up. I dont understand why its funny though. Even if i were to do the same thing it wouldnt be half as cool.
I'm also in my head alot. There's been times where i was just "in the state" and everything was just great, but i didnt even know i did such things. I just cant keep the state because im consciously trying to avoid getting stuck in my head. Which means im royally ****ed because im consciously trying to stay out of thoughts. ( get what im saying?) its hard to "just do it" if your thinking about "just do it"
I think im just going to take a trip back to the DJ bible/bootcamp and see if i can work things through.
Have any of you ever been in my position? if so, how did you get out?
I've read a good bit of the DJ Bible. I just dont know how to apply it right.
for instance, i read an article on conversation. I applied that in my life and my conversations do last longer.
The problem? Its not fun or interesting.
So i try ****y and funny to make things spicier. I couldn't think of any witty comebacks, negs, or anything. Whatever i said was too mean, too weird, or just plain not funny.
Im sure most people think my conversational skills are weird and robotic. It's like im just searching for a topic to keep it going. Not only that, i just say weird stuff that i dont thinks weird at all.
So after that i just focused on my life.
i started going to the gym, getting better grades. I recently got a job.
I just dont think im doing enough. Norwegian DJ said something about the actions i take with what i learn from here. He's right, but what if your taking action in the wrong way?
whatever i do isn't interesting. I see my friends who are just plain naturals. They say and do stuff that cracks people up. I dont understand why its funny though. Even if i were to do the same thing it wouldnt be half as cool.
I'm also in my head alot. There's been times where i was just "in the state" and everything was just great, but i didnt even know i did such things. I just cant keep the state because im consciously trying to avoid getting stuck in my head. Which means im royally ****ed because im consciously trying to stay out of thoughts. ( get what im saying?) its hard to "just do it" if your thinking about "just do it"
I think im just going to take a trip back to the DJ bible/bootcamp and see if i can work things through.
Have any of you ever been in my position? if so, how did you get out?