Long story short, I am incredibly scrawny and it has taken a huge toll on my self esteem.
First, let me say that I am open to all constructive criticism throughout this journal.
I am 19 years old, 6'0 at 130 pounds. I feel and have experiences to prove, that people, especially girls, think "lower" of me because i am scrawny. For example, most attractive girls ( 7+ in looks) don't even pay attention to me unless i game them, and even then, the skinny factor works against me.
It so turns out that by nature, the feminine girls are not naturally attracted to scrawnyness. The only female attention i receive is from fat/unattractive/undesirable girls or highschool girls, and I just don't want to go down that road.
Basically, I want the masculinity I have always desired. I strongly believe that, for a masculine male, being skinnier than most girls his age is unacceptable. I want to gain 35+ pounds of muscle mass as a long-term goal.
When I was younger, I use to work out in the gym, but I never did the exercises right. But over time, I noticed how my body reacts to exercise/calory intake and have developed a system that works for me, for now at least. This is what it consists of, just so far as I'm starting to work out properly:
Also, if you guys have any constructive criticism on my diet/workouts, please do not be shy.
Monday: Chest and Back day
-10x2 pullups: wide grip and chin ups, as warm up
-10x2, 6x2 bench press
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Pulldowns, wide grip
-10x2, 8x1, 6x1 cable rows, wide and close grip
-10x2, 6x1 military press
-10x3, shrugs
2 rest days
Thursday: Legs and extremities day
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Deadlifts
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Squats
-???x3 Various ab workouts
-10x2, 6x1 Skullcrushers
-10x3 Barbell curls
-10x6 tricep extension pulldowns with various positions
3 rest days
During the rest days, I try to eat as much as possible. This is my basic meal outline:
breakfast: eggs, sausage and coffee
pre-lunch: chicken/pasta/meats
lunch: big meal with lots of protein:
post-lunch snack: yogurt, veggies
Dinner: more pasta/meat/potatoes
final meal replacement: 1 cup of protein shake, milk, peanut butter and banana: 24 cal + 12 cal + 9 cal = 46 g protein.
This is how I have been doing things so far. I have been seeing some gains but not much, since I have only worked out for three weeks up to this point.
By the summer time I want to go from 130 to at least 150 and I have three months to do it.
Wish me luck. I will be keeping this journal as much as I can.
First, let me say that I am open to all constructive criticism throughout this journal.
I am 19 years old, 6'0 at 130 pounds. I feel and have experiences to prove, that people, especially girls, think "lower" of me because i am scrawny. For example, most attractive girls ( 7+ in looks) don't even pay attention to me unless i game them, and even then, the skinny factor works against me.
It so turns out that by nature, the feminine girls are not naturally attracted to scrawnyness. The only female attention i receive is from fat/unattractive/undesirable girls or highschool girls, and I just don't want to go down that road.
Basically, I want the masculinity I have always desired. I strongly believe that, for a masculine male, being skinnier than most girls his age is unacceptable. I want to gain 35+ pounds of muscle mass as a long-term goal.
When I was younger, I use to work out in the gym, but I never did the exercises right. But over time, I noticed how my body reacts to exercise/calory intake and have developed a system that works for me, for now at least. This is what it consists of, just so far as I'm starting to work out properly:
Also, if you guys have any constructive criticism on my diet/workouts, please do not be shy.
Monday: Chest and Back day
-10x2 pullups: wide grip and chin ups, as warm up
-10x2, 6x2 bench press
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Pulldowns, wide grip
-10x2, 8x1, 6x1 cable rows, wide and close grip
-10x2, 6x1 military press
-10x3, shrugs
2 rest days
Thursday: Legs and extremities day
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Deadlifts
-10x1, 8x1, 6x1 Squats
-???x3 Various ab workouts
-10x2, 6x1 Skullcrushers
-10x3 Barbell curls
-10x6 tricep extension pulldowns with various positions
3 rest days
During the rest days, I try to eat as much as possible. This is my basic meal outline:
breakfast: eggs, sausage and coffee
pre-lunch: chicken/pasta/meats
lunch: big meal with lots of protein:
post-lunch snack: yogurt, veggies
Dinner: more pasta/meat/potatoes
final meal replacement: 1 cup of protein shake, milk, peanut butter and banana: 24 cal + 12 cal + 9 cal = 46 g protein.
This is how I have been doing things so far. I have been seeing some gains but not much, since I have only worked out for three weeks up to this point.
By the summer time I want to go from 130 to at least 150 and I have three months to do it.
Wish me luck. I will be keeping this journal as much as I can.