ahh its so tempting but i dont want to do it

[dannowillbookem]

i have a ******* buddy in a girl who hangs out alot at the movie/mall area on fridays. somenights i would just drop in get sucked finger her make out and go home. well i just got out of the hospital and shiit and i still am unable to masturbate...im pretty sure a bj would knock me back to my old self though. so i call her up, meet her up, get naked, have her sucking on me.

then suddenly i hear "my jaw is tired". and she lays down. she never wants to have sex...she wants to lose that on a bed with flowers and shiit, and i never have one of those handy. so we're laying on this mattress and i just got...half a *******. doesnt sound the worst, bad but not the worst. but if you havent been satisfied in a DAMN MONTH and its driving you mad, its the worst possible thing. anyways , we had a long argument on aim and i blocked her and said i wasnt gonna call her anymore cause she didnt need me so i wouldnt need her.

BUT I WANT TO SO BAD. god anybody PLEASE say something to stop me from breaking and calling her or something. jesus christ this is killing me please im feeling so weak

 

[spider_007]

imagine that there are people watching you right now (dead people, relatives....)

it always kills to mood for me.

 

[future dj]

use your hand

 

[Kerpal]

Heh

I wish I had your problem.

I haven't had sex in almost 2 years

 

[Shiftkey]

Grow up

 

[dannowillbookem]

god love is something so weird, its really like a drug addiction. you feel yourself fall into it but you dont care cause youre so happy to be with the person. its just a little bit, this wasnt love or anything but love as in how much you like any girl. it can be massive or small, but with a few days it clears.

 

[Teen Spirit]

What the ****?

Shut up.