my situation.... well with woman i'm not actually that good with them, most of them are my friends even though i'm too scared to try see if i can go more than friends. i'm not exactly too confident with them i'm mostly quiet when i'm around them and i'm sort of a boring and not very interesting person.
um... i'm not doing good in school averagingabout c- or d even though i know i can do better. um.... i'm good at playing basketball... and thats the only area i'm confident in, socialising is sort of out the window cuz at parties i just stand around and feel like someone is watching me so i feel like i have to do or act in a certain way in case i'm being watched so i fake talking business with my frends and pull em over to ask them something really stupid like " have you seen _______? " or i just follow my frends around.
i think my problem is mostly mental(internal)... i dont know what i feel... i think its some emotion-less feeling. i'm not exactly happy with life cuz i'm not actually doing much... school, home, lunch, stay awake and tell myself i need to do my schoolwork for hours but end not doing it anyway, which makes me feel like ****, especially when i tell myself " at 4pm i'll start studying" but i dont.
so theres my situation. i think the most important aspect though that i need to improve on is my attitude towards everything, its not exactly pessimistic but more of a " i can do it later, i'm still young"
so discuss with me what you have discerned from this