Robert28 said:
the worse part is around here we have LOTS of breaking into peoples homes, stealing sh!t out of your yard, recently we had an old couple get beaten up by some stupid slvt and her druggie boyfriend because they needed money for drugs. the old guy was a WW2 veteran and ended up dying the next day from injuries and his wife of 60 years died a few days later. know how much they stole from them? $20 mother fvcking bucks. these supposed "hot girls" you see on the arms of these guys will not think twice about kicking in your front door, holding a gun to your head or shooting you to get whatever they can to get their next meth fix. hell I had two fine @$$ girls stake my house out, unknowingly to me, and they ended up having one of their thug friends steal an atv from my house.
you live in oaklahoma don't you? i actually read about that, that was fvcked up.
if my drug experience did anything, other than show me i don't want to abuse drugs of course, was put me up on just much it does not matter how much a woman looks or how cute she is to what she is capable of. I need to see actions. you hang out in that scene, you will learn quick that the good looking ones are the worst ones.
I was over this dudes house one day getting high, it was around the first so it was packed with people and this chick was there and this dude had just got like a big check like a 2 grand check and just went crazy and he wouldn't give this particular girl some and she got pissed and called another dude and told him that this dude was here that did something to you i was too high to pay too much attention lol anyway long story short dude got his **** pushed in, she got his dope lol. girls around drugs have no q ualms about giving head for dope. none whatsoever. yoyu don't even have to ask it's just assumed. lol this one girl in particualr, actually she was in her 40's, she was french / indian mixed, drop dead fine, even to be a crackhead she was fine, event o be in her 40's, lord knows she was blessed. this girl would get high and ruin it for everyone. we were all in a motel room one dayhand she called this dude and told him to come up so she could hook up wit him, when he went int he bathroom she took his keys, ran out hte door and stole his car and never came back. "it got lost". i was freaking crying laughing. just freaking ruthless. so no i really don't care what these women find attractive. she will find whoever attractive who can give her the most dope for the least amojunt of work pretty much.
my drug experience actually altered my view on women's sex drives, because even when the women were doing the **** they were doing, they were enjoying it for the most part. I really believe women have a motivation driven sex drive if that make sense. they don't so much care about how you look or how much money you have as to the fact that you have something they want or they want something from you and she has to get it, and by having to get it she gets horny because she knows she has to fvck you tog et what she wants. a good relationship is about balacing the carrot and the stick if that makes sense. your wife or GF might have sex with you because she is motivated to not lose you or she is motivated not to lose the guy whoi she knows is a catch or she might fvck you to get an 8 ball of dope free. in both senses, I dont' think eithe rfeels any better or worse than the other.
I am not against all drug users and i'm not going to go down that route, some people can manage it, but what i am saying is there is nothing glamorous about the guys or the women they are getting. they just have been somewhat genetically lessed to be skinny (very few are actually good looking they just are skinny and not ugly) and the drugs haven't gotten a hold of them that bad yet. just like strawberries they will spoil eventually.
) with a really sleazeball looking guy - something that of course is common in the USA - and it got me thinking. 
