Sosuave:
Whats up? After lurking for months on here I have decided to finally become a member and start posting. I look to become a regular on here because I love what a lot of you guys are doing, especially in your journals (Norwegian, BPH, nino, all great stuff).
I want to start a journal as further motivation to become a true Don Juan. This is an interesting part of my life and I feel the need to master this area now so I can utilize it throughout my life to create happiness for myself.
A little about myself: I consider myself a fairly attractive guy and intellectually mature for my age. I'm entering my senior year in high school and I do well in school although without really trying. I also have the highest SAT in my grade as standardized tests are my strong suit. I am pretty popular and almost always have something to do, and am pretty confident and what not thanks to my social experiences, the teachings of the DJ bible, and other resources I have read. I don't really pull a LOT of *****, but more than the average guy I'd say. I'm caucasion. I'm an athlete. I like rap. I look to play college sports and am being recruited by a few different colleges.
I discovered DJism approximately a year ago. This was after a significant break up with a girl, and this helped put a end to my previous AFC ways.
To make a very, very long story short, I was with the same girl for another year and broke up with her just at the beginning of this summer for many logistical reasons, not because of any fights or disagreements or cheating or any normal breakup scenario.
After a relationship that long, I understand exactly how I SHOULD be dealing with the breakup as a Don Juan, however it is still extremely difficult for both parties. I no longer talk to her at all in order to get over her, because this is a girl I eventually want to be friends with. However she continues to pester me and call me out about who I'm hooking up with, basically scolding me despite the fact that she has moved on to other people too. Girls these days, huh? I ignore these forays at my feelings and conscience.
So overall I have dealt with the situation pretty well both emotionally and mentally, however I need to get myself over this hump of occasional emptiness and sadness that I experience. This girl was my first love and I was hers, so of course being a major part in each others lives for that long makes the situation difficult, to say the least. Moving onto other women satisfies sexual desires but what it does not satisfy is the passion I felt for one person for the first time in my life. Yes I had one-itis. But it wasn't just that. For a high school fling, this relationship was incredibly unique and something that we both still value.
So if any of you have words of encouragement here, by all means state them. I need a little help despite the fact I am well on my way down the road of recovery.
Anyway, I have a few ladies lined up right now that I look forward to gaming when I get back from being out of town in about a week. I will keep everyone posted on my progress and the events that transpire. Until then, keep me entertained with some advice or discussion about being a DJ or relationships. I have already learned a ton from you guys and your experiences and look forward to learning a lot more.
Take care guys.
Bum
Whats up? After lurking for months on here I have decided to finally become a member and start posting. I look to become a regular on here because I love what a lot of you guys are doing, especially in your journals (Norwegian, BPH, nino, all great stuff).
I want to start a journal as further motivation to become a true Don Juan. This is an interesting part of my life and I feel the need to master this area now so I can utilize it throughout my life to create happiness for myself.
A little about myself: I consider myself a fairly attractive guy and intellectually mature for my age. I'm entering my senior year in high school and I do well in school although without really trying. I also have the highest SAT in my grade as standardized tests are my strong suit. I am pretty popular and almost always have something to do, and am pretty confident and what not thanks to my social experiences, the teachings of the DJ bible, and other resources I have read. I don't really pull a LOT of *****, but more than the average guy I'd say. I'm caucasion. I'm an athlete. I like rap. I look to play college sports and am being recruited by a few different colleges.
I discovered DJism approximately a year ago. This was after a significant break up with a girl, and this helped put a end to my previous AFC ways.
To make a very, very long story short, I was with the same girl for another year and broke up with her just at the beginning of this summer for many logistical reasons, not because of any fights or disagreements or cheating or any normal breakup scenario.
After a relationship that long, I understand exactly how I SHOULD be dealing with the breakup as a Don Juan, however it is still extremely difficult for both parties. I no longer talk to her at all in order to get over her, because this is a girl I eventually want to be friends with. However she continues to pester me and call me out about who I'm hooking up with, basically scolding me despite the fact that she has moved on to other people too. Girls these days, huh? I ignore these forays at my feelings and conscience.
So overall I have dealt with the situation pretty well both emotionally and mentally, however I need to get myself over this hump of occasional emptiness and sadness that I experience. This girl was my first love and I was hers, so of course being a major part in each others lives for that long makes the situation difficult, to say the least. Moving onto other women satisfies sexual desires but what it does not satisfy is the passion I felt for one person for the first time in my life. Yes I had one-itis. But it wasn't just that. For a high school fling, this relationship was incredibly unique and something that we both still value.
So if any of you have words of encouragement here, by all means state them. I need a little help despite the fact I am well on my way down the road of recovery.
Anyway, I have a few ladies lined up right now that I look forward to gaming when I get back from being out of town in about a week. I will keep everyone posted on my progress and the events that transpire. Until then, keep me entertained with some advice or discussion about being a DJ or relationships. I have already learned a ton from you guys and your experiences and look forward to learning a lot more.
Take care guys.
Bum
