I don't want to bring any negative issues to the board but it seems in the past year i got OCD. Now out of all the things i could have OCD about my OCD scares me out of doing physical things with girls. It's really horrible, and in public im seen as such a funny guy, smiling all the time. For the past year i have been trying to be strong, trying to tell myself the thoughts wern't real and to be a man about it. But these thoughts are really affecting me up to the point where i can't even have a sexually fantasy anymore. And now the thoughts are affecting my ability to talk to girls. I takes alot of my time because instead of having a clear head or doing other things with my time like finding a job or doing work. I spend almost every hour of my day trying to battle my thoughts. I tried every single thing, i tried to stop thinking about the thoughts, i tried to see them as neutral, i tried to stop fighting them, i tried to better understand them. But now it's beggening to become a problem because im getting tired of them altogether. I know i could be more comfortable and a stronger guy if i could overcome it. Anyone got any advice, anyone here ever had it. I'm planning to get counseling but im going to be sure to hide this from any girls i talk to. I told one a year ago and she seemed freaked out by it. 
