submissive

I have been obedient and sensitive since my childhood. 2 years ago I made fake it till you make it about being self-confident and strong. In the past weeks, I disrupted the process due to a psychological illness. And I feel like same I did 2 years ago.

I've had LTRs with two of these- the really "sweet quiet romantic type", and they both ended up doing something stupid to sabotage herself, then ended up depressed and going through a "get drunk and blow everyone" phase. Two questions: Were they damaged goods from the beginning; was it bound to...