ldr break up

She was 28, 4'9, 100 lb, beautiful as scarlet-red blazing sunset, I was 37, 6'0 tall, 225 pounds all muscles, dream body build by the 20+ years of hardcore powerlifting. I am using the past tense because I now became the shadow of the man I used to be, both physically and mentally. I am typing...

Hello, I'll like to share my story now. I've been browsing this site (and others) for months now and never bothered to sign up until now. I'm 22, shes 27 It's been hard on me recently, I lost everyone because of this BPD girl. I have no friends to talk too anymore. My family has become distant...