abundance mentality after bpd breakup

Firstly I'd love to thank a lot of members here. @Bible_Belt @Desdinova @penkitten @Danger @Infern0 @jophil28 @LARaiders85 And many more whose contribution helped me out in many ways. Call me a beta chump or anything, but having slept with 10+ women in my life I thought I could handle this...