ok im sitting here wiht the knife to my ****in neck and i am hesitating but seriosulyt wantto kill myself. i am only pushign it and its just scratching and made small cut but i just have to psuh it in and then pull it ******s to cut my throat. i knwo i have 6 days to go but want to cut it short...
this week i found out the week was off. i cant remember any other time where i was unhappy for college or school to not be on. i had talked to some during exams and im hopign this cna help me somehow even tho i nmade a fool out of myself i think. now i got such terible news that i am stripped of...
EXACTLY that was precisely what i was thinking
i thought i already asked him that but he didnt asnwer, but mayube i had the wsindow open and frogot about it. i want to also konw where 2 find these parties. i need the answer to this part of your post epscially:
ok now i know i am not alone in my hate for women, this makes me feel better because i know i am normal now. and i am still alive i stil have a month wtf are u talking about.
i watched the 40 year old virgin, and it made me physicially sick, i cant belive u would recomend me watch a corny and...
if i went that far more people would die other than me. btw i dont car about 'being a man' wtf is up weiht that and y shud i care about it. dont answer that, it will probalby bore the fvck out of me.
how did u know i only wanted white girls?
ok i hate lying, it makes me feel hateful and irritated for some reason but i think i will lie anyway. by lying i dont mean lyin i mean like scarface i am honest even when i lie.
so far i have not progresd mostly due to fear. i have not gone outside this xmas except for one time invited by neighbour, and to the local shop for groceries when my father was sick.
i have started squating and also th rest of my body. how do u 'fvck a fatty'.
one of my problems is that...
good at least someone here understands.
btw i have changed my mind, instead of a rope i am using a knife and stabbing myself to death it apppeals to me more.
maybe a n atural act 4 women, and men who are born privileged and lucky to have a natural knakc for it, but for guy like me it is...
in 3 months i am 20 years old and i cannot bear the shame and failure of failing to lose my virginity, so i have decided to hang myself before i turn 20 unles i have sex. i will report back heere every day maybe. then again maybe not.
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