Search results

To Record my Progression, I will keep using this thread. So for the first time i held NC for over a week and I can't stress enough of how important it was to me. It gave me a complete new picture of the relationship I had. The biggest mistake and simultaneously blessing was to get with her in a...

It has been 6 days NC now and I am starting to see the bigger puzzles. I joined the gym. Spent the whole day reading The Rational Male and the Book of Pook. There is yet a LOT of work to do but Im beginning to see my own failure in the relationship. Sure, she is a slut but I miserably failed to...

Hard pill to swallow. I dont know how I could ever leave my self worth, self esteem and personal growth on a little girl. I have a lot of work to do on my self. I have this urge to show her in some way wirhout contacting her that I am not that person anymore she had in memory to make her...

At first I blamed it on her borderline personality disorder. Its not just something I diagnosed on myself, she went to a therapist some years ago and she got it diagnosed there. I believed her slowly changing behavior made me do these things, but I need to realize that with my behavior I...

I can't blame her completely. I want to be honest with myself. I really was a wussy. Submissive. I accepted her disrespectful behavior when I obviously shouldnt. Its important to learn from this, because my own behavior led her to distance her from me. But no way this justifies what she has done.

Hello, I don't have anybody else to talk who would understand me and it seems like you guys are going through the same sh*t here. So I met her when she was 14 and I was 15. During this time she was very lonely and wanted me to talk to her for at least 5-6 hours a day. I was crazy in love for...