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i just need to understand bpd or not is it normal for a woman to be able to be with someone for a year and profess their dying love for the guy and then break up with them one day 2 days after trying to get the guy to get them pregnant and was planning the wedding, and boom ditch the guy and be...

i agree usually interest level is what matterd but apparently according to how bpd chicks work it doesn't matter how high her interest level is in u she will always bail due to the fear of abandonment and/or fear of intimcity, unless ur abusive then they will stick around unless that info isn't...

same with mine, amazing and 100's of txts every day on the phone 5 plus hours a day when we weren't together slept on the phone together when we weren't physically together every night, she sent me 3700 pics in the 1.5 years i knew her of herself at least half naked, and then this fight and bam...

yah but Infern0 did she end it with u or did u end it with her the first time, also did she have a new guy right away? I just want this bpd/jezebel thing to be gone from her and to have the real human being who's buried deep in there somewhere to be free and be able to choose me

i've been doing everything in my power, cleaning house, cleaned whole garage, in gym 2.5 hours a day 7 days a week, lost 37lbs just since she dumped me, bought a dog, started voice, guitar and piano lessons, hanging out with friends it's just like nothing i do no matter how much takes my mind...

i honestly don't know if mine will ever come back :( i used to have dreams of her coming back to me and i hope i'm strong enough not to take her back to, i promised myself i would never answer a txt or call but that if she showed up on my doorstep begging that if she got help i might consider...

mine broke up with me tho and had a new bf in 4 weeks and is all over facebook with him and posts about how people should never settle for mediocre love cuz there are too many mediocre things in life :( and in my mind i'm like yah all those journal entries and things u made for us and how u said...

what i don't get is how a woman bpd or not can tell u all that soul mate, twin flame, paint pictures about our love and cards and 6 page love letters about how i put fire in her soul and she wants to do back flips off of bridges and she will always make me a priority and put me first and be my...

mine was the same as urs too Magpul at the start we would stay up on the phone all night talking for like 4 or 5 hours a night talking for hours and hours about everything, conversation never got awkward ever and the fuking love bombing and how intense and so in love with me she apparently...

see mine was the waif type so it's harder to see the brutal part of them cuz mine never freaked out at me and never was vocally mean to me and hit me or whatever and she had kids so she really couldn't be out all nigh fuking around and doing drugs and **** but she did do her fair share of being...

my problem is i'm still in the thick of it to the point where i still might take her back, she has been nc for 6 weeks now and so have i, my worst struggle is how my mind keeps trying to convince myself mine wasn't bpd and that i just fuked up the relationship or wasn't good looking enough for...

i totally agree with the jezebel spirit business as well, read a ton about bpd and recently about the jezebel and there so many commonalities they are on in the same the diff is religious people see them at jezebel spirits and a spiritual warfare going on and non religious people see them as bpd...

yah two weeks 8 hours a day bro consistently ever day, i'll check her out though thank you

please guys i just need to talk to someone on the phone, i just need someone who had been through it and knows how the idealization feels and then how it feels to be discarded in a heart beat, can one of u guys please just let me talk to u...

hi guys, thanks for the responses, i've already read everything on the net there is to read and watch on youtube, hours and hours and hours of actual bpd sites, forums, youtube videos i went through all of that in the first two weeks probably about 8 hours a day for two weeks, was the only...

can i please talk to someone on here please guys, i'm barley making it day to day and no one understands what this is like all my friends and family just don't get it they are like move on and keep busy, i can barely make it through a day with my own thoughts about her, i need to talk to someone...

i dunno guys i just got wrecked by my ex bpd gf, she broke up with me 6 weeks ago and i still cry like a baby every day and honestly don't think i'm going to make it through this, the love(real or not), appreciation, adoration, and passion i felt during the idealization phase blew my mind, i...