I am a sensitive and obedient person. And it's easy for someone to control me. I've been like this since I was a kid and they don't fit the description of The Real Men at all.
When I thought about why I was like this, it occurred to me that the answer was my father.
He was masclunie but violent...
People find my appearance tough and even when I'm not angry I can be seen as angry.
But inside I am sensitive and submissive as a male while i was born. And i hate it too much.
Being sensitive and not being able to take control (in relationships, friendships, and other things) feels disgusting...
I have been obedient and sensitive since my childhood. 2 years ago I made fake it till you make it about being self-confident and strong. In the past weeks, I disrupted the process due to a psychological illness. And I feel like same I did 2 years ago.
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