Recent content by KokonutKrew

Lmao except she sent more nudes than I did. BackInTheGame78... Jaded pessimist for life.

So a few weeks ago I got this girl's number from bumble. We talked a bit, and last friday we set up a date for tonight. Well last saturday I had a date that flaked so I hit up this chick. She said she "might actually be free but had to double check her plans". Short story short, she ghosted...

I'm more upset about the fact that she was one of the two women (in my over a decade of dating) who I've actually fallen in love with, and it turned out like this. Man that feeling is so good yet so bad at the same time. I can't even imagine the unbelievable happiness and comfort that must come...

The more I think about it, this really didn't backfire at all. It was a (admittedly very immature) test to see if she actually gave a crap about me and she didn't--she failed. If she gave a crap about me she wouldn't have just assumed I was on a date and immaturely removed me immediately without...

Considering her dating history I'm not 100% sure of that. She dumped both past ex's, one 10 year relationship and one 3 year. And on top of that she had so little success in dating the past 3 months that she got desperate enough to reach back out to me. Wouldn't be surprised if she did the same...

Maybe I should get on lexapro. Seems to have blunted the f*ck out of her emotions. Maybe it would do the same for me. At this point I think being emotionally zombified would be an improvement.

I don't know how to fix this. When I get bored I get lonely. When I get lonely I get depressed. Depression leads to these emotions with me.

I admit that it was my fault this time around. It couldn't have gone any worse and it was because of my actions and my ASSUMPTIONS about her. For some reason I was unable to put her into the "just another girl" category in my mind, and instead I kept thinking of her as this perfect person who I...

Well it's over. Extremely over. And in the worst way possible. I posted a snap of two glasses of wine on my coffee table and a fire going in the background with the caption "perfect night" and when she saw it she immediately removed me as a friend on snap. So I guess she "cared" enough and got...

I respect the other advice and tough love in this topic, but you're just a straight up kvnt. You're obviously pretty damn miserable yourself and have some issues of your own to work out.

I also didn't cvm either of the two times we had sex. Wouldn't be surprised if she got offended or felt insecure about it.

Thanks for the responses. I'll take all this into account. Also, her response to my, err, response was just "thanks".

Sh!t honestly not a ton. The only thing I can think of is a week or so ago I posted a random face pic on my snap story and she messaged me saying "cutie". She hasn't like gone out of her way to shower me with compliments. I only post pics to "show off". I already know I look pretty good and...

I've got nothing against weed except for the fact that I can't do it because of my job. And it strikes me weird that someone is doing it right before going out of a date with someone they're "dating". Like wtf is wrong with you to have to do that?

Another thing I need to note is that I sometimes wonder why I'm so into her. I mean I actually feel less compatible with her than prior to the breakup for some reason. And I was in the gym with her yesterday and was kinda sorta thinking "she's not really that hot... There are other girls in here...